bunni

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Joined: September 26, 2023
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I love hearing your thought process, especially when it's about me... Makes me feel like I'm inside your head. [❤}
I want to go to sleep but I'm scared of tomorrow :/
So I havent been on here in 5 years I like my profile said? Its wild, reading all the things I used to write that I can only barely remember. I think that was the point of me doing it back the, was to have something I could look back on and know my old self.. but the thing is that I thought I would be looking back as a better person and the truth is, I'm not. 
I thought that I would grow out of it but I didn't. Here I am, an adult reading things that everyone told me was just teenage angst and thinking to myself, how did I even get this far? Its no wonder Im strugling so hard now, I've been struggling with this my whole fckng life
I like this though, a whole other world I can escape to. I liked going back and reading old things from myself and I want to keep it.
So from here on out I'm coming back to this. This is my secret escape, my secret way of getting everything out. 
If t
heres anyone out there that feels anything similar to anything I ever wrote, reach out and we can figure it out together.
Much love
It's at this point that I'm starting to understand what people mean when they say a tattoo lasts forever.
When I look at my body and see only what used to be but is no longer there. 
When I am constantly reminded of some of my hardest moments.
At the time I thought they would be reminders of what I overcame- but today they feel like reminders of pain.
They feel like I'm telling the world of a moment I feel stuck in, they feel like a scream for help that was ignored. They feel like a part of my life that I can't stop carrying.

I feel trapped by who I was in that moment.

Here I am, checking in, again.
I dont know what to say but I know I just want someone to talk to. I don't know how to be alone, when its just me and my thoughts I feel so empty. I feel so defeated and so lost. I don't know how to live inside my own head all the time, theres no way. I cant sit in silence, its absolute agony. I just need someone I can talk to someone I can turn to, someone I can hold onto. Each day I get further and further away and each time its harder and harder to come back. I really just need something, anything to hold onto.

I haven't been on here in a little over a year.

So many things are different since 2016.

I've graduated college, first in the family. I still can't believe I'm not a college student anymore and that I'm a college graduate.

I've really grown as a person.

I used to love going out and drink with friends - now I live for the nights I get to spend with my dogs.

I used to hate myself and I'm not a HUGE fan still but I'm getting there. But I don't think anyone ever really is 100% okay with themselves at all moments. And that's okay.

I've bought my grandfather his first puppy in over 30 years. He loves her more than most things. The first month he had her, I didn't see a moment where he wasn't smiling.

I'm 23 - which is wild. I turn 24 in November. Which is even crazier. I started going on this when I was 15. I've almost had this account for 10 years.

It's weird to look back at quotes I made, more funny but others more personal. It's awful to know how much pain I used to be in. But it's amazing to see how far I have come.

I didn't even know if I'd make it to 20, let alone 23. I never was suicidal but I really hated my life, for whatever reason.

Now I just love being alive. For my mom, for my grandparents, for my dogs and cats. For myself.

I'm still scared of what's to come but I think that's what keeps me motivated.

I don't know, Witty was my safe haven growing up. It's what helped me get through a lot of things and I'm glad I had this website.

I used to play in softball tournaments on the weekends and come home after those wins and losses and post quotes. I was so excited to post quotes - sometimes I even limited myself to only 10 a day when in reality I would wanna post like 30.

I'm only 23 years old. I'm a recent graduate of college. I still can't believe I made it.

I'm not always fully okay but I still am here and I'm glad I'm here.

I've got a long way to go to where I want to be but I have that faith that I'll make it.

Never lose hope in yourself.

Show the world what they didn't think you could do.

Hang in there and just know if you aren't okay now, you will be. It may take years like it took me, but you'll get there. It's so worth the wait.

Live your best life.



We were all kids once. I remember everything about this site. This was my home back then. My comfort. My nostalgia. So many parts of me are scattered around this site. I remember exactly how attached I was. How this was my introduction to creative outlets, socialization, coding — all the skills and emotions this place has invoked. I am reminded of the past. This is my machine back to feel the memories in real time. I always come back here. All roads lead back here.


We were kids once. We were kids together.
Now I'm 20.




 


i couldn't make it poetic or ornate
i was simply at a loss.







when the words failed me, the image of
stańczyk came to mind.

but alas he was invited to the party.

so it wasn't enough, wasn't the same.
I'm experiencing a different kind of pain.


 
I've been down since July
I replay my footsteps 
 catching my breath
Staring out an open window 
  I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for
EvermorE


 


it's nice to have a friend