You know, if you really aren't happy when you're with
someone you really shouldn't be with them. Instead, don't
treat them like crap, or abandon them.. even cheat on them.
Don't sit there and hold them while they're crying or be
there every single step of the way for something just to use them.
Honestly telling someone that you don't feel the same anymore
hurts a heck of a lot less than cheating on
them. They really arent ever going to forget that. You may not know
it but cheating ruins what little confidence a person might have,
if any at all. Not only that, but you have to spend the rest of
your life being known as a guy that's just gunna treat you like
crap and use you. No one is gunna ever want to date you after that.
Don't sit there and fake a whole relationship. Don't waste
three months on something that you could care less about.. tell
that person instead of telling them you love them and leading them
on. That person is just gunna think that you care and they're
going to be commited to you. Honestly I hope everything you do with
her reminds you of me. When you go to hug her I hope you can't
think about anything else besides the fact that, that was me. When
you close your eyes and kiss her, I hope you go back and think of
me and it makes you realize that what you did was stupid. I hope
everything you do makes you think of me. I hope you realize that
you completley just ruined a human being. And you know, I hope Im
right about her, shes just gunna use you and leave you just like
the rest of the people. & when you were hurt or upset about
something who was here for you? Yeah, me. I was here for you
through every single thing you went through. Most of all, I hope
you miss me... because I went back to you once, just for what? For
you to use me again. Hunny, I hope you realize that this isn't
ever gunna go away. You went waaaayyy beyond hurting me. Way beyond
that and one of these nights while you're trying to sleep, and
you cant.. Because all you see in your head is every little thing
we ever did together, I hope it hurts. I honestly hope this hurts
you as bad as it does me. Everyone tells me to let it go because if
you moved on that quick you didnt really care anyway.. but you did
care, but it wasnt the "im gunna help you through everything
care" It was the "im gunna act like im helping her to get
what I want. " I am 16 years old and yeah.. theres gunna be
plenty more boyfriends im sure. But you, you were supposed to be
different than everyone else.. You know? My daddy was right about
you.. and so was everyone else because you sure had me fooled. They
say people change, and boy were you one of them. :/ Rant
over/":