Amelia.♥
My favourite things in the world are food, tumblr, friends& sleep.
Another thing I would like to say is that I hate cancer. with passion. Its the worst thing in the world. whilst most girls wish away eyelashes and 11.11 wishes on boys, i just wish for cancer to be gone forever. I just wish that one day.. all it will be, is a zodiac sign.
recently, i have realised that haters are gunnna hate, theres nothing i can do about it because im not changing to impress someone i dont like..no ones perfect, there certainly not, take me as i am or watch me as i go.
My bestfriend means so much to me, i tell her everything and she has been through so much and i can honsetly say that she is the most amazing person ive ever met! and i love her to pieces!
I've realised this might not interest any of you at all.. but i really dont care:)
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He waited for me.
After geography.
he looked nervous as we started walking to our forms. Just when
we turned the corner he stopped dead. The conversation died and
he looked at me.
"will you go out with me?"
he said. I smiled. I was SO happy.
I went to where he lives after school, me and 2 of my
friends.
They went of though, it was mostly just me and him. He was so
sweet to me.
I got cold and he gave me his jumper.
I wore it happily with his arm around me, talking like
bestfriends and smiling like there was no where else i'd
rather be.
We were walking through the forest, just us mostly.
Being the clumsy girl I am, I tripped and fell over..We both
laughed so much,
He faked it and fell on the leaves next to me.
We were both just on the floor, laughing.
He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. Smiling and looking at
me in a way that noone ever has before..
when we were walking back I said how my lips look horrible and
chapped..
"No they don't. There perfect." And he
kissed me.
I felt so happy.
I could finnaly call him mine.
I could finnaly be happy with him.
I had him back.
But everythings over now.
When it got bad, that memory is all that kept me going.
I miss him.
The old him.
The new one sucks.
Okay so..
I have been bestfriends with an
amazing girl for as long as I can
remember.
I litterally can't remember my life without her in it.
anyways..
She is by far the most special person in my life.
If I'm sad, she knows exactly how to cheer me
up.
She makes me smile when I'm down.
She's always there for me.
She is the happiest, strongest person I know..Words
can't describe how much she really means to me.
Well, I thought she was anyway.
Today I found out that she suffers from depression.
and has been for years.
She tried to kill herself.
And I never saw it.
I never saw the pain behind her eyes.
I never knew.
She could be dead right now, and I would NEVER of
understood.
I wish I knew earlier.
why couldn't I see it?
She's not happy at all.
She will see this quote hopefully.
So, I just want you to know that I'm ALWAYS here
for you.
Please never try to kill yourself again, I can't live
without you. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about
it.
I just can't.
You're my bestfriend and always will be.
I love you, I wish I knew earlier.
I'm so sorry I was oblivious.
I shouldve known..
Anyways, You can get through this.
I won't treat you different I swear. I just wish I knew
earlier. I'm always here for you, I'll help you through
this.. promise.