It probably exists but not in the way i want it. My wish
would likley come into fruitation but with limitations. I can
already see it now. What i've been longing for, it'll
fall into place. But it won't be exactly as i wanted. Not
nearly as good enough. And when the time comes, i'm not sure
how i'll react. Will i give in...or will i hang onto the hope
that there's better out there? i'm not sure. Maybe
i'm being selfish. Maybe i'm asking for too much.
Eitherway, I'll worry about it when that time comes i
guess.