Joined: June 14, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 182934
Hey. I'm Gillian. I've not been on Witty for almost a year wow. Well, I'm 14 and a half, and I like to die my hair. I fancy Tay Jardine And Alex Gaskarth. I love music. I have seen We Are The In Crowd, All Time Low, Nina Nesbitt, Passenger and Ed Sheeran live. I am soon going to see Lower Than Atlantis, The Summer Set, All Time Low (again, NeverShoutNever, and We Are The In Crowd (again.) I sing and play guitar.

Quotes by gilliaanx

The Basics:
Name: Gillian.
Height: 5'10 ish.
Hair color: Blonde/pastel pink.
eye color: Blue.

Love Life:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.
Do you like someone?: Yeah I guess.
Does anyone like you?: Nah.
Hugged anyone in the past week?: Yep.

Who is your best friend?: I don't have one really, but gonna do Helen as she is my closest friend.
Where did you meet them? First year at school.
Did you lose any friends this year?: All of them.
Gain any?: Yeah, my band friends I guess.
Meet a special friend? Yeah, could say that.
Did you hang out with any friends in the past week? Yeah.

New Years Eve
Did you do anything at midnight? Watched the fireworks from the castle.
Who did you spend it with? Mum and dad. 
Any resolutions? Go to the doctor.

Valentines Day
Did you have a Valentine? Nope.
Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: No.
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: Nope.


Did you go on vacation?: Yeah.
Did you hang out on the beach with friends?: Nope.
ow long was your summer break?: 8 weeks.
Did you get a tan?: Yes.
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend during the summer?: Nope.

Did you go trick or treating?: Nope, went to the cinema instead.
If so, who did you go with?: Someone who used to be a friend.
Did you dress up?: Nope.
Was it fun?: It was actually.

Who did you spend it with?: My family.
Did Santa come to your house?: Yeah!
Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve? Nope.

Your Birthday
Who did you spend it with?: Parents I guess.
What did you do?: Nothing.
What did you get?: Phone, electric guitar!

Have You Ever: (Yes or No)
Hugged someone: Yes.
Electricuted yourself: Yep.
Climbed more than 60 feet: Probably.
Made a Youtube video: Yes.
Lied to a loved one: Yes.
Had a pet: Yep.
Ran a marathon: Nope.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.

5 Do’s
1. Do you play any instruments?: Vocals, guitar, bass, ukelele. 
2. Do you play any sports?: Nope.
3. Do you believe in 2012?  Well, it didn't happen unfortunately.
4. Do you like animals? Not really to be honest. I like cats.
5. Do you honestly like Obama? I'm not American, but yeah, he seems lovely haha!
6. Romney? No.

4 If’s
1. If you get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, would you? I don't have one.
2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: I think so. I'd feel bad though.
3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose? My half sister.
4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose? None, don't like fizzy juice!

3 How’s

1. How old do you want to be when you get married?: 20s hopefully.
2. How many siblings do you have?: One half sister that I never see.
3. How did your last Christmas go? Great.

2 When’s
1. When is your birthday?: June 23rd.
2. When was your last relationship? Never had one.

1 What
1. What would you say if the guy/girl you like right now kissed you? Be freaked out as I'm lying in my bed looking terrible, but aw, it'd be cute I guess.

Wow. I've not been on Witty for almost a year.
A lot has changed. Reading through my old quotes, I seem to be so young; I was stupid. I thought I knew how hard life is, how wrong I was. 
A year later. I'm here.
I'm a 14 year old cutter. I feel suicidal. I might have depression. I'm bi-curious.
I have about 3 friends. Everyone has left me. I feel so alone.
I feel terrible.
Well, guys. I'm back.
Back, and brand new.

[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I wear glasses sometimes.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 1 piercing.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.


[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I want to adopt someday.


[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my school.


[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.


[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.


[] I've gotten lost in my city
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've sat on a roof top.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've rode in a taxi.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.


[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.


[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.


[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I've woken up crying
Most Girls: Oooommmmggg One Direction I lurrve yhoo. Let Niall sing guys, he's just as good as the rest of the grouuup. Don't be such Directionators bbz.
Most Girls: Ahhh Demi Lovato you are so inspirational ooommgg.
Most Girls: Justin Bieber you are myy liiife. If I didn't know abooout yhoooo I'd be dead omg be my #BOYFRIEND.
Most Girls: JJJLLLSSS are so sexii omg yayayay I luuuv them.
Most Girls: Starships is such a good song. Ommgg Nicki Minaj is so talenteed, she has the best lyriics eveeeeer.
Most Girls: Miley Cyrus is so perfeeect I wish I was heeeer...
Most Girls: The Janoskians are soooooooooooooooo good.
Most Girls: Selena Gomez is my favooourite persooon eveeer.
Most Girls: Carly Rae Jepsen, Call Me Maybe is the bestest ever song eveeeer.

Me: All Time Low have a new album out later this year.
Me: Excited is an understatement.

All Time Low.

Let's play the "Who the hell are you?" game   :

Name: Gillian
Age: 13
Height: 5"9
Relationship status: Single.
Birthday: June 23rd.
Favorite color: Scarlett.
Favorite bands: ALL TIME LOW. YOU ME AT SIX. Mayday Parade. Ed Sheeran, Nina Nesbitt. I'm not admitting to my Lower Than Atlantis obsession.
Favorite movie: The Final Destinations and The Notebook.
Last movie watched: Final Destination 5.
Favorite book: Some mad summery one.
Last book read
Kisses For Lula.
# of siblings: 0.
# of pets: 0.
Best school subject: Art and Spanish.
Mac or PC? PC.
Cell phone type: iPhone 4S.
Current shirt color: Hipster red...
Gamer? Nah.
Day or night? Night.
Summer or winter? Summer.
Most-visited website? Tumblr...
Celebrity crushes: Alex Gaskarth, Jack Barakat, Zack Merrick, Rian Dawson, Josh Franceschi, Matt Barnes, Chris Miller, Max Helyer and Dan Flint.

Have you ever
met perfection? Have you ever walked into a crowded room full of people that you've never met before and just thought, 'Wow. He is perfect.'? That he is everything you ever asked for? With his alluring eyes that change colour every time you see him, his breathtaking physique and his stunning hair? His style is exactly what you're looking for, and you think you've fallen for him after knowing him for less than 3 hours without actually having a conversation?
It's amazing.
Have you ever missed everything just looking forward to those two and a half hours you spend with him each week? Become unsociable just so you can listen to that song that reminds you of him whenever possible? Only ever though about them? Let them take over your mind? Thought out plans when you're in bed and noticed in the morning that it would never work?
It's brilliant.
Have you ever gone back to that place where you first met for the 5th time and still felt the same, if not stronger? Then felt like someone was stabbing you in the stomach after you saw that picture of 'them.'? Found out that they're together and cried? Let everything out? Cried because you feel so much to someone you've never properly spoken to? 
It's painful.
I just want him so freaking much. 
I've not been like this with others.

At our age, there's zero point in getting caught up in a little thing I like to call love. Some people are going to go on and marry and that's f*cking awesome, but most of us are wasting our time because after a few months you realise that, that person was a total d*ck. So why not just get drunk with your friends instead? Talking about friends, during my 21 years I'm sure these boys will agree, we've had our fair share of friends that will put the knife in the back and I don't get it to be honest, why would you want to f*ck over your friends? So bare that in mind next time you think about sleeping with your mate's girlfriend.
Josh Franceschi- You Me At Six

One Day I
Love You.
The Next I
Hate You.

Don't Judge Me For These Scars.
Each scar tells a story.

The one for that huge fallout.
The one for him and his excuses.
The one for their 'perfect' relationship.
The one for their 'fake' relationship.
The one for him who hardly knows me.
The one for her who used me.
The one for her who doesn't care less about me.
The one for my old friends who don't speak to me any more.
The one for him and his bribery.
The one for falling to hard.
The one for trusting him who led me on.
The one for him who went out with my old best friend.
The one for the Tumblr abuse.
The one for the insecurities.
The one for tryint to be someone I'm not.
The one for being myself.

You sit and tell me how I'm being stupid and that this will never help. 
You have absolutely no idea how this feels.
Just leave me.