Harsh Secrets
*U P D A T E *
So I
have been trying really hard to think of where I want
this story to go but I am having total writers
block. I was re-reading the whole thing this morning
and I realized that I don't really like it anymore and
I have no place for it to go because some of the things in
earlier chapters contradict what the plan for the ending
is. I know that there are a few people who like it and read
it so I don't want to throw it away just yet.
So those people who comment and fav and follow and
suck are the reson I shall keep going. Just give me a few
more days to think of where I want this to go :)
K. Love ya. Byeee
:D
P.S. I
don't care if your reading my
current story or not, If you have any
ideas for a new story and want to let me know I would love,
love, love it :) thank
youuu
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e r 13 (
p a r t 1 )
The
next day I woke up early. I wanted to make sure I looked
perfect! I took a long shower and then blew my hair dry and
curled it. Then I applied my make-up and got dressed.
I went downstairs to see maids running around,
cleaning and a staff of cooks preparing food and then
went into Aunt Kim's office. She was just finishing up
throwing a bunch of papers into her desk.
"Hello dear. Dont you look cute!"
I went into the kitchen, grabbed an apple and tried to
decide if I should change my outfit. Then the doorbell rang
and I froze. Now or never I guess. I walked up to the front
enterance just as Aunt Kim was opening the door. In
came a flood of people. They all first hugged my aunt
kim and then came over to me. First were my
grandparents. My grandma had tears in her
eyes.
"Oh, my grand baby!" She said hugging me
tight. And then my granddad came over and hugged
me as well but didn't say anything. Next were
my aunt and uncle and their spouses just said hi. They
all said how I looked like my father and how it
was nice to see me. I had 6 cousins who were here
too. My aunt had 4, Eric who is a year older than me ,
Brian who is my age,and Taryn and Merideth who are
14. Then my uncle had Madeline who is also my age and
Carter who was 12. After I was introduced
to them we went out to the back patio. My uncle
and aunts husband went right to the grill while Aunt
Kim, my aunt and my uncles wife went to sit at the
table under the shade of the umbrella.
Eric, Madeline and Brian were standing around talking and
sometimes I noticed them looking up at me, while Carter,
Taryn and Merideth swam in the pool. I really wanted Collin
right now and was about to go to the guest house to get him
when Aunt Kim took my arm and led me over to Madeline.
"Hi Aunt Kimberly!" Madeline said with a big
smile.
"Hello, so I know that it may be a little awkward
because you guy have never met but could you include
Jennifer in your conversation?"
"Of course!!" Madeline said a little to peppy
before turning to me.
"Hey Jennifer! I'm Madeline but you can totally
call me Maddy, and this is Eric and Brian." She had a
hug smile on her face as she spoke, which almost sounded
like a tune less chat that cheerleaders would do. Aunt Kim
smiled and walked away. I looked at my three cousins. Maddy
was blonde with sea green eyes. She was short and thin as a
stick. She was just one of those girls who you could tell
was a cheerleader. She was wearing a bit too much make-up,
a crop top that showed off her belly bottom piercing and
shorts that, untill now, I thought were just a bathingsuit
because they were so small. It was almost too obvious
that she had been putting on a big act when Aunt Kim had
been her, it was evident when he smile faded into a
disgusted look. Eric and Brian were brothers but you would
never guess by just one look. Eric looked like a total
jock, tall and muscular. His hair was buzzed cut and his
muscle shirt showed off his bisepts everytime he
moved. Brian on the other hand was kinda short with
ginger like hair. He was stick thin and according to his
tee-shirt he was on the track team.
"So like, why are you here?" Maddy asked in a
snotty tone.
"My parents wanted me to get away from Maine for a
little bit." I knew I was kinda lying but with this
b*tch I couldn't care less.
"Oh so your from Maine?" Brian slipped in and I
nodded.
"Eww, Maine's so boring. Isn't everyone there
a fisherman? Besides, everyone knows Texas is the place to
be, the only thing Maine is good for is getting me my
lobster."
"Saying Maine is full of fisherman is like saying
Texas is full of cowboys dumb @ss." I snapped at
her.
"Whatever."
Outfit~
none yet...
*Just because I hate being confusing I
just want to say that the ages are
Jen and Collin-16
Eric-17, Brian-16, Madeline-16, Merideth and Taryn-14 and
Carter-12
By the descriptions I didn't mean anything against
anyone, no stereotyping here. All of these cousins are
actually based on my real life cousins sooo.. yea.. Well
i'm still sorry that I havn't been able to put up
more chapters more often but tomarrow is my last regents
[trig :( ] and then SUMMER!! but who knows what my sched
might be :) Anyways hope you enjoy and lemme know what you
think! :*
COMMENT/FAV/FOLLOW!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627
Ariel-
http://hungergamesmovie.org/images/Danielle_Chuchran-315x344.jpg
Josh-
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=36355502
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e r 12 (
P a r t 2 )
"What was that
noise?!?" Jon asked.
"What noise? All I heard was my door being burst
opened.
Aunt Kim gave me an angry look.
"Jon would you leave us alone for a minute?" She
asked and Jon was out the door in just seconds, he must
have known what she was going to say. Aunt Kim sat on the
foot of the bed.
"Soo... where were you last night?"
"Here" I lied.
"Oh really? Because I was working
untill midnight and you weren't home then, then I came
to check on you at about 8 this morning and your bed had
been unslept in."
"Noo... I got home at about 12:30 and went straight to
bed. Then I woke up early this morning and went for a run
and then went down to the cafe to meet my friend
Ariel." I lied again.
"Oh really? Because a girl who said her name was
Ariel came by this morning and dropped this off," She
was holding the red heart necklace that I had let Ariel try
on last night and must have forgotten to get it back.
Aunt Kim continued, "I asked her when you left the
club last night and she said that you left with Collin at a
time that could have been no later then 11
o'clock." I froze, I could try and lie some more
but I would just end up looking stupid.
"Fine... I went with Collin to the guest house
and we watched a movie. I fell asleep during it and then we
both woke up this morning on the couch to one of your
calls." From the look on Aunt Kims face I
couldn't tell if she was believing me or not. But it
was true, sorta...
"Well then. Anyways... We are having company
over tomarrow. But it's not just
anyone, it's the family! I know how you
havn't met them and I firgured, lets have a family
BBQ!" She looked so exited. I put on a fake, small
smile.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"What if they don't like me? What if they think
I'm too much like my dad?" I asked softly.
"I promise you that they will love you! They are
dying to meet you!"
"Okay" I said with a little more confidence.
"Ohh and you can tell Collin that he is more than
welcome to come. As long as he used the door and not the
back way that leads to your closet." She
said gesturing towards my closed closet door.
"How did you know?" I asked in awe.
"Sweetie, I'm the one who build this house. I know
every twist and turn. Thats why I put you in this room. And
since you never came up the stairs I'm guessing you
went that back way." She giggle and left.
Outfit~ None
:(
*Wow I am so sorry! I could have sworn I
put this up a few days ago but I guess not...welll anyways,
another chapter to follow veryy veryyyyy soon! Enjoy!
COMMENT/FAV/FOLLOW!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627
Ariel-
http://hungergamesmovie.org/images/Danielle_Chuchran-315x344.jpg
Josh-
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=36355502
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e
r 12 ( P a r t 1)
I wasn't awake enough to open
my eyes but I felt Collin twirling my hair.
I was laying with my head on his chest.
"Good Morning baby!" He whispered into my
ear.
"Good Morning." I smiled up at him.
Last night was the most amazing night of my life. Im
don't remember falling asleep. I kept my head on his
chest, closed my eyes and listened to his hear beat.
Then his stomach growled. I laughted softly,
"Common lets get you something to eat."
"OK. But I think we should get dressed
first." I laughted, for the first time realizing that
we weren't wearing anything. Collin threw me a
tee-shirt of his. Once I put it on and he threw no some
shorts, we went down to the kitchen. My phone buzzed
that I had left on the couch last night. I went over to it
as Collin went to the fridge. I checked my phone to
see six missed calls and fourteen text
messages. All from the same person. Aunt Kim.
"Ohhhh sh*t!"
"What's wrong?" Collin asked, looking
worried.
"My Aunt.. something tells me she needs me, like
now. How am I suppose to go into the house, I'll either
be in your clothes, or my outfit from yesterday and it will
be obvious that i wasn't home last night."
"... unless.. you come out of your room wearing your
pajamas..."
"Well that would be great but it's not going to be
easy to get through the entire house with out being
seen."
"Maybe you don't have to go through the entire
house..."
"Collin, what are you getting at?"
"I have an idea." With that he grabbed my hand
and we went out the back door and behind some trees untill
we were on the side of the house.
"Now what?" I asked him.
He walked over to one of the windows in the basement and
pushed it open then slide through. I went over there.
"What the...?"
"Can we ask quiestions later Jen?
Common! I"ll catch you!" I sat down on the
ground with my feet hanging in the window. I slid in and
looked just in time to see the gardener comming around
the corner. Like promised Collin caught me. He took me to
the back of the basement and moved a big box out of
the way, then opened a door on the ground and all I could
see was a ladder. I hesitated, but then I heard a
voice behind me.
"Hurry!" Collin hissed and I followed him down
the ladder, closing the door behind me. It was pitch dark
and I had left my phone at Collins. When I
finally got to the bottom of the ladder I felt around the
dark air and couldn't feel Collin. "Collin?
Collin?" I whispered frantically, I was to scared to
think.
"It's okay I'm right here!" He said
bringing me into a hug. "Sorry I normally bring some
kind of light."
"Umm... it's okay."
"Don't worry, we are almost there." He said
letting go of me but taking my hand.
We walked very slowly untill we got to what felt
like another ladder. He started climbing ahead of me
and I followed with no comment. He pushed a door up and it
was suddenly so bright I almost fell backwards. I crawled
out and we were on the roof again.
"Ohh so this is how you get up here!" I laughed.
Together we went back down my way and I led him to my
room. When we got to the door it wouldn't open.
"Sh*t! The suitcase!" It was still gaurding
the door.
"Here, let me try something." He jumped at it and
kicked it open. Believe me, empty suitcases make
really, REALLY loud noises when they are kicked against
another wall. I stared and Collin wide eyed and ran
out the door. Outside I heard foot steps walking
quickly towards my door. I shut Collin in the closet and
jumped into bed.
The door burst opened and Aunt Kim came rushing in
followed by Jon. I pretended to be just waking up.
Outfit~ None
:(
*BORINGGG :( sorry guys this one is
boring but next few will be good! Keep an eye
out for new chapters. Thank you to anyone readin it :)
I would love it if you told me what you think of the story,
characters, outfits.. anything at all! hehe
COMMENT/FAV/FOLLOW!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627
Ariel-
http://hungergamesmovie.org/images/Danielle_Chuchran-315x344.jpg
Josh-
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=36355502
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e r 11
It
has been three weeks since the party and Collin
and I have hung out none stop. We weren't offical or
anything like that but to everyone around us we
acted and looked just like one. We have hung out with Josh
and Ariel a few times who are both really nice. Josh was on
the football team and Ariel was an amazing singer and
guitarrist, we were actally going to one of her gigs
tonight. When I was finished getting ready I headed for the
guest house and just let myself in. I heard the shower
running so I went up to his room and sat on his
bad. After a mintue or two I heard the water turn off.
Then about five mintes later he came into the room in
just jeans and an undershirt.
"Heyy beautiful! Wow you look great."
"So do you, almost makes me wish we were just staying
in tonight all alone." I said wrapping my arms around
his neck and kissing him. He smiled while kissing
me and lifted me up so I wrapped my legs
around his waist. He laid me on the bed and put one hand
over his head to hold himself just inches off
of me and the other on my stomach. He started to go
higher when he phone rang. He sighed and pulled away
looking at me with his nose touching mine.
"I could just ignore it...."
I smiled at the thought but let him answer it.
"Hello?"
....
"oh yea.. sorry bro. On our way."
He hung up and looked at me, "We are late."
I got up and threw him the shirt on his dresser and he
pulled his shoes on. He grabbed my hand and we
went to the car. Even though I insisted on driving, Collin
always did but still jokingly complained about being seen
driving a pink car. We got to the teen club that Ariel
was playing at and got in just as Ariel was walking on
stage. She started out with a little re-mix of some Taylor
swift song, then some songs by other artists who I
have never heard of and
finshed off with her own song. After that the four of
us just hung out around the club. Ariel introduced me
to a few girls that would be starting school with us
in two weeks. They told us about a huge party that was
in two weeks, a huge end of summer one down at the
beach.
When we got back to the house it was only about 11.
Collin asked me if I wanted to watch a movie and I
said sure. We went back to his house and he popped
in some horror movie against my wishes. I was terrible
at horror movies because I sceam at everything. After
about a half hour I was just pressed up against Collins
chest not watching at all. He was almost mindlessly playing
with my hair.
"Can't we turn it off?" I asked.
He smiled playfully, "Can you give me a good reason as
to why I would want to turn it off?"
I slipped onto his lap and kissed him, which quickly turned
to making out. He made a line of kisses from right below my
ear, down my neck and to my collarbone. I slipped my hands
to the bottom of his shirt and effortlessly took it off of
him, then started on his belt.
He stopped me, "Are you sure?" He asked, bearly
taking his lips off of their place on my neck.
"Yes." I said simply and he picked me up and
carried me upstairs to his room and laid me on the bed
again. In no time at all I was down to my panties and bra
and he was just in boxers. Then I realized that I was
afraid. This was my first time and it just felt like he
knew what he was doing. What if I did something wrong? What
if I wasn't good? What if....? All thought left my mind
as he kissed me again deeply and slowly.
Outfit~ http://www.polyvore.com/red_hot/set?id=50620249
*Eww sorry really bad ending but i get
so distracted that it takes me forever to write just one of
these :) anywayss......End of school so let the crazy
studying begin...Idk how often ill be able to post
for a while so keep your eye out for new chapters. thank
you to anyone readin it :) COMMENT/FAV/FOLLOW!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627
Ariel-
http://hungergamesmovie.org/images/Danielle_Chuchran-315x344.jpg
Josh-
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=36355502
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e r 8
I stopped right before the
last turn, smoothed out my outfit and took a dep breath. I
casually walked out and down the stairs. Collin was
waiting for me at the bottom, smiling the whole time.
We went out the door and he started heading to
his car.
"Wait Collin! Can we take my car? I want
a chance to drive it in town!"
He looked over at my pink car and back laughing.
"So you want me to be seen riding in a bright pink
car?"
"Oh my mistake but I took you for
the kind of guy who drives hot pink ferraris."
"Fineeeee" He finally agreed. I jumped in and
started the car. My car! I drove us into town
and parked right outside of the
shopping mall. Inside there had to be hundreds of
stores from sporting goods, to electronics, to clothes!
Collin actually did a really good job keeping up with
me.
After a few hours I found this very cute old fashioned
store. Eventhing inside was like vintage. I found an
outfit and made him try it on but he wouldn't
unless he could find on and make me try it on. Once he did
we both went into dressing rooms and changed.
"I'm not comming out in this!" Collin called
over the wall to me.
"Oh don't be such a baby! And if I have to come
out in this then you are defenetly comming out in
that."
"....fine on three. One. Two. Three." We
both pulled open our doors and burst out laughing. He was
wearing bright green suspenders that were too
short for him, with a old top hat, and an
orange turtle neck. Also blue platform shoes.He had
given me a big pink floppy hat with a big bright yellow
bow, and a huge white puffy and lacy dress with dark
green clogs. I made him take a picture in front
of the big picture mirror. When we got dressed back into
our clothes we went to a small cafe down the
street. We actually sat there just talking and joking
around for hours. Finally an employee came over to us and
told us that the cafe was closing in 10 minutes. We walked
outside and back to my car. All the way home we had things
to talk about, his home, school and life before moving
here. My sister, family, friends before this became my new
home. When we got back he helped me carry my bags into
the house and handed them to Jon who said he
would bring everything up to my room. I asked Collin
if he wanted to watch a movie but Jon answered
before him.
"Jen your Aunt is in her room and would like to see
you as soon as possible."
Collin ended up just going to the guest house and I went
and found Kim sitting on her bed watching
television.
"Hi dear." She smiled as I entered.
"Hey, Jon said you wanted to see me?"
"Oh i just wanted to know that you were home
and not spending other night in the guest room."
She laughed makig me blush.
"I just fell asleep and..."
"Don't need to explain sweety. I was your age
once.. I just wanted to make sure you were um... being.. ya
know...safe...."
Now I was really turning red.
"Oh gosh..umm Aunt Kim.. no need to worry about
that we are just friends... nothing more...just
friends."
"Sorry I feel like I should be the responsible one
here. I know you will be safe."
"okay...well im going to go to bed... In my own
room."
"okay good night. See you tomarrow." I
walked out and went to my room. I didn't like Collin
like that...right?
Outfit~ http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_12/set?id=49012271
*Eww sorry really bad ending but i get
so distracted that it takes me forever to write just one of
these :) anywayss......End of school so let the crazy
studying begin...Idk how often ill be able to post
for a while so keep your eye out for new chapters. thank
you to anyone readin it :) COMMENT/FAV/FOLLOW!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627
Harsh Secrets
C h a p t e r 7
It was one of those morning that
you didn't want to open your eyes. I lay on the warm
bed untill i realized that I didn't remeber going to
bed last night. I opened my eyes and I was in a blue
room that I have never seen before. I lifted myself
onto my elbow and saw Collin laying next to me lightly
snoring. I smiled and slid out of the bed. I walked
over to the desk top. Things were all over, I quietly
leafed through them a bit,but they really were nothing.
Over on the bed side table there was a picture
frame. I tip-toed over to the table and picked up the
frame. Inside was a picture of Collin who looked like he
was maybe 15, another boy who looked about 12 and a
little girl who couldn't be older than 5 or 6. The boy
could have been a clone of Collin, everything from hair and
eye color to skin tone and just the way they were sitting
and smiling. Their eyes mesmorized me, as did the little
girls who were an exact match. I traced my finger
over the little girl as I remembered Maggie. Both Maggie
and the little girl had brown hair that had cute
little curls that was about down to thier shoulders. Even
their skin tone would be the same. The
biggest difference were the eyes. The girl with bright
green and Maggie had big brown ones like
me. Maggie was as old now as the girl in the picture.
I missed her. She was the only one in my family that
was ever happy to see me and said how much she loved me
everyday. With 11 years between us I have never really
been able to have that sister bond but I planned on being
there. I wasn't going to leave her the way my father
left his sisters and brother, even if my
parents didn't care. A few tears slipped down my
cheek but I wasn't the one who wiped them away, it
was Collin. He made me jump because I didn't know
that he was awake. He smiled at me and looked down at
the picture in my hands.
"Leah and Michael." He told me.
"Where are they now?" I asked.
"The stayed with my Aunt one time. I wanted to
stay but I was going to live my own life. they were just
to young to let tag along. They are happier
there." His voiced straighted and every
through it sounded like he wanted to say more, he
didn't. After a few minutes of us both looking at the
picture, I put it back were it was on the bed side table,
stood up and took Collins hand.
"Come on, lets not waste a beautiful
day! And I'm hungary!" I laughted
and pulled him up, for the first time noticing that he
wasn't wearing a shirt. He just looked perfect but all
to soon he pulled a shirt on and took my hand and led me
down the stairs to the kitchen.
I sat at the table while he made waffles and put
a bowl of grapes on the table, and we chatted.
"So how did you get me back here if I fell asleep on
the roof?" I asked.
He turned and smiled at me. "It seemed to hard to get
you back down from your way so I took my
way."
"And what is your way?"
"I guess the world may never know."
"Aww come on! I won't tell."
"If I tell you I'll have to kill you!"
I laughted. "Pretty pretty please with a cherry on
top?"
"Nope!"
I stuck my tongue out and threw a grape at him. I
missed and tried again but this time he turned and caught
it. He threw it back and laughted as it hit the top of
my head. threw another that went to high but
he caught it in his mouth. I clapped laughing as he took a
bow. We ate and decided to go out into town. I
went back to my room to change. My heart fluttered as
i showered got dressed and scrunched my hair. Just as
I was finishing up there was a knock on the door. I opened
it to Jon.
"Oh hey Jon!" I smiled.
"Mr. Collin is downstairs waiting for you."
"Thanks!" I said grabbing my purse and
running towards the stairs.
Outfit~ none this time *The town
outfit will be in the next chapter!*
*Sorry the last chapter was suppose to
be 6 not 5 so this is 7! And i'm not sure I said this
but Jenn is suppose to be 16 and Collin 17 but both will be
juniors when school starts!*
Characters~
Jennifer-
http://blastmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Sarah-Hyland-Haley.jpg
Aunt Kim-
http://www.blogcdn.com/www.cambio.com/media/2011/11/christa-smh-110411_310x300.jpg
Collin-
http://www.polyvore.com/andrew_trischitta/thing?id=36965627