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Something keeps me holding on to nothing

We expect the best in life, but end up getting the worst.

Baylee Maire

16 years old


Music is life.

Roll one
Smoke One
p a r a d i s e.

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead~


Quotes by kissofdeathx_x

Thorns as sharp as blades,
and welting roses too.
Bruises cover her body,
and you don't have a clue.

Swollen eyes and a broken heart,
crimson escapes from her wrist,
for she is just like the fog,
and dissapears like the mist.

I'm pretty but not beautiful.
I sin but I'm not the devil
I'm good but I'm not an angel.


We expect the best in life,
but get the w o r s t.


Drama, lies, tears,
   cheers tthteenagyears 


she straightens her hair, puts on her eyeliner, glosses her lips & takes
one last look in the mirror, all for the boy who will never care.
- Frank Ocean

If  a person laughs too much, even at stupid things, they're lonely deep inside.. If a person sleeps a lot, they are sad.. If a person speaks less, but speaks fast, they keep secrets.. If someone can't cry, they're weak.. If someone eats in an abnormal manner, they're tense.. If someone cries on little things, they're innocent & soft-hearted. If someone becomes angry over silly or pretty (small) things, it means they need love..
Try to understand people.


apart of             your life,
to be        in it.
don't      bot her  re se rving
a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to


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  I'm really fighting for us. If I didn't care, I wouldn't bother. 

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Angel you were 6 weeks old, barley knew me, but yet loved me.
I was in the process of nursing you myself like you were my own child,
but you were just a kitten. I had you for a week, in that small period of time
I grew closer to you, it was like having a baby to myself; until it became time
you started getting sick. We were going to take you to the vet Monday, 5/6/13.
That day I came home from school my mom was bawling, I looked at her and 
ran to my bed room. There you were, you were laying there on my blankets gone..
Your precious blue eyes were open, and your mouth was open, but you wasn't breathing.
I've never bawled so hard in three days like I have since your death. I can't remember ever
crying when a family member has passed on, so why did I bawl so much over a 6 week old kitten?
Because, she was like my own child, I was in the process of nursing her, and giving her all the love &
attention she needed. I gave her everything, I blame myself for her death.. But it wasn't my fault that
she had Feline Leukeima.. She suffered the whole weekend & then gave up on Monday.
Jesus, take care of her. Please.♥
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Stofalling. Stolistening. Stop textinback.

stop worrying. stop getting your hopes up.
stop telling yourself this ones different.
You've heard this story time after time
and time before and you know how it ends.
He's playing that game you keep losing.