Status:
My nightmares are better than my reality.
Joined:
August 16, 2011
Last Seen:
8 years
Birthday:
November 18
user id:
208541
Location:
My room.. where else do I go?
Gender:
F
honestly, I'm not that strong. I've had to hide my feelings forever and I still do. I'm not that beautiful either, I'm just another girl trying to make it in this world. Nothing special. Nothing about me is 'amazing' I'm just an average girl, you're the amazing one who makes me smile every time you comment on my stuff.
I don't even know your name and I already think you're like the most amazing guy. Even though I don't agree with your thought of me being amazing, it's still amazing you said that. Everything you've said has made my day so much better, and I can't thank you enough.
Aww well my name is Christian, you're so strong and I'm always here, always. You're amazing you don't even have to she with me but I just want you to keep smiling because the more you smile, the world gets brighter and brighter
Well thank you Christian. I don't even know what to say. You're just amazing, and your comments mean a lot to me. Just thank you for caring enough to say something.
Strong for me is a big word, it's a hard word. I always try but it can be hard. But I'll try c: but not to sound mean, but why did you read it again? Thank you for that offer, I'll keep that in mind (:
Because I want to understand your story abd that wasn't mean you've been through a lot I can see that and I have to so I understand where you're coming from.
Awe(: thank you. But I don't think I'll ever stop getting hurt. That's just part of my life I guess, I believe too much and I think too little. I have a personailty, I'm not sure I'd call it amazing but thank you(:
That's the thing about pain, it's more of a challenge...pain is temporary eventually it will leave I promise but as long as you never give up you can rise up again and again....one know the secret it's about how fast you get up. I'm telling this because I don't want you to get hurt get up and don't give up! You matter to so many people, that's what makes you strong the more you get up! You're awesome to me I don't care what anybody says you're beautiful and you have an amazing personality I know it I just do!<3
I know, people always tell things will get better, and they do, but it always ends up getting bad agan. I try to get up, and I do sometimes, but I always end up back down. It's a never ending roller coaster that I can't get off. I probably only matter to like 3 people. If that. Well I doubt I'm beautiful, average at the most. My personality consists of thinking I'm funny and always thinking/doing.talking about soccer. Like honestly.
I learned that LIFE is about getting back up no matter how many times you go back down, honestly I understand you so much...don't take this like I'm trying to be a creep but iI care about you, you matter to me <3 and your strong you just don't know it
You're so inspiring....you seriously are I have never met someone so beautiful and so ugh just inspiring you're going yup make the world a better place :)
Wow(: That was amazing(: But once again I'm not that beautiful, just an average teenage girl. I'm not going to change the world, make it a better place or anything. I'm just here
It may not be the world but it might be your own world......because you inspired me, you are just so inspiring seriously you're making me smile so much and I feel like love is so much easier...
that's not rude, and I don't know it's just you always fight back and you inspire me because I thought that Iknew what pain was but i don't and it inspires me top keep going no matter what....sorry if I'm like being a creep
I don't fight back, I'm just not afraid to speak out my mind even if it's against myself. And you might know what pain is, there's so many types of pain in the world and we all don't know how each one feels. With new people comes new experiences. So keep going. Don't stop until you get to where you want to be. And forget anyone who's in your way. But no you're not, at all!
Haha yeah it is and soccer is basically my life (: fun, and no I deleted mine because I was tired of people finding it and trying to talk to me (that sounds so mean, but I don't like people really because they're all fake)
It's so much more than that, you basically give up your whole life for practices, games, tournaments, and other crap. You have practices basically every day for two hours (for me at least) and your whole mind just changes
It's partly that, but a lot more. Basically you're sore 24/7. You really don't have time for friends that aren't on your team and if you do you get to pick between talking/hanging out with them, school work and sleep. The soccer life is something many people want but few can manage. And I don't know if it's fun but you get used to it. I've been playing since I was three, that's eleven years with two seasons in a year that's twenty-two seasons. You get tired of it. But a real soccer player wouldn't trade it for anything.
Oh I love it. I love it more than almost everything, it brings me this feeling that I can't even describe. The feeling of shin gaurds under thick long socks inside my tied up the cleats, then taking that first step onto the felid that transports me to a whole new world is ujs amazing, there's no word to describe how it makes me feel. I hate it, the work, sweat, injuries, long days and night but I wouldn't trade it for anything in this world. My life motto is basically 'you only depened on yourself. People leave and things don't last forever' I try to live by that but I can't I do 'depened' on soccer. It gives me an escape when I'm lost or need 'someome' to 'listen'
I know that sounds wierd and stupid and like I'm crazy but I don't know soccer is a maniacs game, and I'm as much of a maniac there can be.
That was inspiring<3 you are honestly amazing and I know how you feel football is my only option. Nothing else football is my life to me my name will be heard one day just yesterday I tried to kill myself but I didn't because football stopped me
Nah, not inspiring or amazing. Yeah, my ex was like that with football too. Don't kill yourself. It's pointless, not your life. You have a lot more than you can see.
Who's purple? And he/she can go s.crew themselves. They are just have a low life and they think they have to see everything 'wrong' with someone else to make their pathetic life look better. So as I say all the time f.uck everyone that isn't yourself
Oh, well I don't know. My friend and I have names for people he hates and people I hate so we can b.itch about them around them. So who knows lol but even if it is people in general, it's still true
Aww I'm so sorry it's so beautiful how love can be so strong how you share your life with someone but then there is always something that kills it that's what love does in order for you to understand the true meaning of it
Love is pain too. JUst because you're in love doesn't mean that person will take all the pain away, it just means you'll have someone to cry to at 4 in the morning because of some other pain.
Yeah you're right <3 pain is so hurting ... but I promise that if you find someone who truly loves you that will not cause you pain.....pain hurts inside the soul it feels as if it will never GO away but it will you have to believe that it will you just have to believe and have faith <3
This guy loved me to death and I still am in love with the guy, and he took the pain away but he can't take it away forever. HE can't stop every bad thing in life that causes pain,no one can. All they can do is be there and help me thro it all. It's impossible to get rid of pain
Fear doesn't exist it's just the mind I told her that....and she said her sister and mom would get mad if she did call the copsabd iI said they're using you for there own good :(
I didn't mean it like that :p I meant I'm used to people talking to me when they need someone don't say thank you our you're sorry. Just act like nothing happened and knee I'm alwayshere
You're one of the strongest girls I know on hereand iI don't even know you but I can tell because you always climb back up its amazing:) iI hope you feel better
Yeah that's a lot, like I think I only follow a few hundred and it takes about an 4 minutes for me to get on on my phone and about 2 to get on on the laptop...
yeah... I broke up with him- he still had feelings for his ex and didn't tell me- I found out by HER!! so I'm gunna miss him, but this is for the best. Thanks though:)
I know that sounds wierd and stupid and like I'm crazy but I don't know soccer is a maniacs game, and I'm as much of a maniac there can be.
Don't say thanks