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Okaaaay so first. this is actual abuse babe. Wtf??? Yeah i dont need to know about yours and Jason's s.exual experiences however how can you be so cool about it?he abuses you thats not good and you cant be so cool about it seriously??? Yeah i was going to call him CUS WE NEED TO TALK A BIT but like Lauren had an accident dont worry however sje's alright now so yeah i'll call him and he'll regret fukin hiting you for gods sake! How the heck do u always get involved with the wrong people????
Ummmm seriously though you should take that picture down its not safe baby but noooo i'm not getting ho.rny where did you get that idea....... XD
aww you need to mail me some new pictures I want to see the little girl so much! Um gosh does he HAVE to sleep with you like every day?? I swear this guys is as ho.rny as you all the time :p except he's a pe.rv not a sl.utty little kitten like you (aw)
Eww again i dont need to learn your s.exual experiences! Aw i AM happy that you are happy (WHEN you are happy cus does he even make you happy) but like i just dont trust him and I don't like the way he treats you.you cant deny that he is abusive and I am not even sure if it is love or lu.st on his part! SERIOUSL THOUHGT HE IS A FUKIN PER.V he is 29 ewwww
Yah we miss u too! we started school eew :p their are rumors that our creepy coach (the one that liked you) is sleeping now with another girl. Like yuck our school is full of pe.dos seriously
I'm still with jake btw but there's one smaaaall problem.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON JANNETTE (ya know who i'm talking about? The tall hot blonde cheer leader?) Like wtf i'm an idiot i'm head over heels for jake FOR MONTHS and when I finally get him I HAVE TO GET A CRUSH TO THE HOT CHEERLEADER WITHTHE BIG BOOBS
sigh
You know I think i'm going to have se.x with jake. Sc.rew the serious relationship crap I'm back to.friends with benefits desperatr teenager with a crush on.someine i cant have ugh
Miss youuuu im done dx
Omg cate stfu there's nothing wrong between Jason and me and its none of you're business anyway so please stop being a b.i.tch ok? I know him better than you and i know he isnt a pe.rv so if you trust me you should trust him.
Eww school hope your having fun :p
Jannette? Ew you should unhave a crush on her she's a b.i..tch you know. she used to bully andy becuz he's gay (so basically I doubt that she would like someone of the same se.x) and she called me a s.lut all the time back when i slept with guys at parties. i once uh accidentally slept with her boyfriend (now ex basically) and yeah i think she hated me after that. SO PLEASE DON'T LIKE HER AND DONT LEAVE JAKE PLS plus her boobs arent even that big lol
So yeah i will send you some photos yeahh hope your good <3
Hey there
Yeah you know not everyone has se.x with someone because they like them. just saying. I mean i'm looking for a serious relationship I'm done with friends with benefits and shiiit.
But ANYWAY DA FAK????? How can you be so cool about it when he hits you?? do you know that this is abuse? not only is he sleeping with an underage but he also hits you! He will spend SO many years in jail if I tell the cops you know! AND HE WILL BREAK EVEN MORE BONES IF I SEE HIM. Seriously tho this is unacceptable i'm so fucckin angry omg. I will call him AND IF HE EVER DARES TO TREAT YOU LIKE A PIECE OF .T HE WILL FUKIN REGRET IT! That as.shole how can u even be with him he's a complete dou.che!! You should leave him NOW he's he worst boyfriend ever sdfjehdhwlejhshhsudga YEAH AND BECAUSE HE SAID E WAS SORRY DOES THAT MEAN ANYTHING OR THAT HE WONT DO IT AGAIN??????????
UM WAIT IS IT JUST MY HUNGRY IMAGINATION OR IS THAT AN ACTUAL HALF NAKED PICTURE OF U?????????? Like da fak dude per.vs on the internet??? Take it down now!!!! what would Jason say? (actually idgaf what he would say)?but seriously though!!
how's lizzy. tell me about life in Paris ??? And what actually happened in the douc.hebag's birthday? U never told me
I miss you hope you're okay you little cutie. ♥
dude that th.ong is so hot omfg stop teasing me
HIIII
Dude relax its not that bad!he just sort of slapped me and it was my fault anyway but really dont worry its nothing I mean he usually spanks me and stuff when we have se.x so its not such a big deal dont worry it didnt even hurt that muvh. i was just sad because I didnt mean to upset him but we're better now we've just been making out for like half an hour XD and yeah Jason actually is sorry hedidnt mean it you know how he has a bad temper!! Stop being such a mom lol
Lol dont worry not much can be seen from my picture and hey its not my fault i usually lay around in tho.ngs i was too lazy to dress up XD and jason took the photo so I'm suRe he woudlnt say anything XD
AWW look cate is getting ho.rny over my th.ong do you want my a.ss baby XD
She's great she' s so fu.ckin adoravblee ^_^ but like we're very stressed about her and yeah thats why we've been fighting and like i have toooons of things to do i have to do the housework, cook , take care of Elizabeth and then theres jason when he comes back from work and he wants to sleep with me (which i dont complain about XD) and like i'm reallyyy busy. But I do like life here and Paris is amazing! oh and btw we're most certainly not returning for me to finish school :D but dont wrry we're going to come back there once in a while cuz I miss U guys!!! <3 aww his birthday was soo cutee. So we went to Seine you know the river of Paris?? So we spent there all afternoon and it was sooo romantic.<3 then we made out for 29 minutes because he was getting 29 years old XD and then we did it under the stars and it was the best thing ever<3 i love him sooo much <3 and its nice to see how happy you are about us -_- anywayy i miss u2!! how's everything back home?i miss you guys so much!<3
Hey there I'm sorry again but please keep in mind what I told you. Don't act immaturaly. I'll probably call again tonight or tomorrow.. How's everything? Dude yesterday Jake told me he wants to do it. Like wtf we've only been together for a few weeks... anyway hope you're alright miss you and love you lots. <3
Yeah whatever okay. yeah tell me I'm immature you to. you didn't call though :( uhhh then do it???? what's your problem you like him and he likes u so just do it??
yeah i'm okay. I mean actually idk.. There's a lot going on. Jason and i have been fighting and it makes me so sad I've been crying a lot actually.it was something minor but we havent been good these days on general. So we started shouting and i started screaming and he told me to shut up and that I was immature and i was like "you're the one who goes after 17 year old girls.." and he got very angry at that and hit me. But please don't worry he told me he was sorry later and we didn't fight any more after that but i'm sad because I love him and i don't want him to be sad because of me... :( I miss u please reply soon <3
By the way, my best friends baby was born Tuesday, August 19 at 11:06pm(: I'm so happy for her and cannot wait to meet the little girl. She's in NICU, but should be out real soon! Anyway, quick update. Please come back soon, I miss you :3
Omg I'm so happy for her! I bet she's adorable :) :) congrats!!!!
Btw I'm so sorry i havent replied in ages but like i've been very busy, u know with Elizabeth and stuff! I missed you to though! <3
In reply to you're comment down there: thank you so much for not judging me you have no idea howmuch it means! People usually leave me when they learn what ive been through even though I didnt choose any of this.and I'm so sorry you have dealt with judging because i know what it feels like. ): some people are real as.sholes honestly. But tbh, u should be grossed out, well most people are, cuz my story and my past are disgusting and like dark, and I'm far from an inspiring person.but i'm glad you see it that way.<3 I agree with you and i know he isnt a pe.do. he truly loves me and I do to. And besides the age gap isn't that big, I'm 17 and he's 29. I've been with much older guys tbh. Anyway, we originally leaved in a small town in America (i'd rather not say where exactly if you dont mind..? Last time I did it wasnt exactly a good thing) and anyway we were already planing to go on a vacation in Paris during the summer (you see I'm french and Greek and I had already been to greece so he wanted to take me to France) but we decided to leave earlier cause our school wasnt exactly accepting to our relationship. he was in danger of getting fired and I was bullied by some girls that were jealous that I got the hottest teacher of the school (he's sooo hawt XD) and also there was this guy who sorta liked me and wanted to have with me or he'd tell the cops about my relationship (you see its illegal for a teacher to sleep with a student and i am also underage)so Jason and I decided to just sorta f..uck everyone and everything and leave for paris.XD
And Id love to hear your story if u wanna share it :D <3
i responded just on a different comment by the way. Gah, i miss you. we need to like set up a time (stinks cus of the time difference) that were both on and we can chat in the little chatbox thingy lol.
Haii i missed you! Its been forever since i got on lol but I'm so busy here it's not even possible lol how are you? Im good I've been working a bit and I'm tired as f. but i'm good lol and jason and elizabeth are great my little girl is growing up :))) wtf you're friend's boyfriend is an a.ss why can't you see the baby??? You should talk to your friend. Like make her beg her boyfriend or whatever lol. but if he still says no then i dont see what she could do I mean he's the boss. I dont get why though like wtf you arent going to r.Ape the baby or something. update me if anything happens ok :)) and tell that guy he's an a.ss will you :*
Omg your story nearly brought me to tears. Like i thought I had it bad but thats so much worse.im so sorry you've been through all that, I'm here for ya<3 i can understand many parts of it because I've been through similar . If you still have problems you should get help i mean I had eating disorders and depression and lots of but now I'm much better so im sure you can get through this too. Stay strong love :) <3 you shouldnt get anorexic again if you really want to lose weight you need to be on a healthy diet, exercise etc. i mean i know its difficutl as f. but It has done some good for me. I'm sure you can do it too :)) also about the r.ape I'm so sorry. :(( trust me I know what its like.
I'm sure your not stupid! You actually seem like a very intelligent person.despite the problems you may have. I have short term memory loss too. It doesnt mean your stupid!!sont worry you're amazing :)
Ugh my friend thinks my boyfriend abuses me. Like wtf he's only hit me like twice and it was an accident and he apologized and all so its alright. Plus she's nagging about him being a pe.do. Like wtf man cant you get a hint were in love??? Just because someone is a few years older doesnt mean their a pe.do. He's only like 29. Ugh sorry I needed to vent I'm annoyed :(
So how are you? I've missed talking to you but it's really hard to get on witty these days. I have a family to take care of and i work a bit and i'm busy as f. :))) i hope you will reply soon I miss you <3
trying to get my ask back up and running! Feel free to ask me anthing on it by clicking the link on my profile! I follow anyone who asks me one! xox :*
Hey there!! I'm Ali and I just wanted to say hi and congrats on your baby!! She's so cute and you're so pretty! I've been reading a lot about your story and what you've been going through and I just wanted to say that I'm always here for you and am always here to listen! My best friend is going to be having a baby any day now and I just wanted to say, you're not alone and I'm going to be here for you, just as much as I am there for her! I have some questions if you're willing to answer? Anyway, I just wanted to reach out(:
Omg! Thanks for your support it means a lot<3 thank you! You're so pretty too and you're so nice and sweet c: I'm here for you if you ever need me too<3 of course, what are your questions? (:
I'm ugly in person lol. That's not actually me :p but thank you so much(: I was wondering if you got like an epidural and stuff cus my friend is terrified of that but she wants it!
Probably not as pretty as you're thinking lol and okay so she told me she went to the docs yesterday and they said she can have it either way and she's starting to think of not having. Did it hurt as much as they say it does without the epidural?
Um btw I saw you commented on my quote that you'd love to hear my story? tbh I'd love to share it with you because i really need to let it out but it's very long, depressing, weird and probably wont make any sense :p however if you still want to hear it brace yourself xD and I'd love to hear your story as well if you're willing to share it (: <3
I'm sure you're pretty..you definitely are on the inside!<3 well it actually hurt a lot but like it's worth it because in the end you feel so happy<3 (': but i'm sure she'll get throught this!<3
Aw you're so sweet<3 well actually it's a very long and complicated thing so I hope it'll make sense lol. So it all started when i was 4 years old... my dad was an alcoholic and he'd always beat me, my bro and my mom. it wasnt that bad though, till he started..touching me and yeah he you know, he ra.ped me. He even shared me with his friends. So basically i've been having since i was 4 years old and i kinda grew up doing it, it was like normal to me you know what I mean? He basically kind of taught me that i should always give my body to men and do what they tell me and stuff like that...my bro said he was sėxist and taking advantage of me..but I didnt really understand that then, i was so youg and it had become natural to me. I actually did love him even though deep down i knew he shouldnt be doing this to me, and I was kinda sad when he died in a car accident while driving drunk. i was 9 years old at the time. then i started being really depressed. i was diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder (i still have that but fortunately not as much ) I went through eating disorders. i started cutting myself and attempted suïcide numerous times. I also got lots of panic attacs, i'd just start screaming for no reason. i starved myself, pulled some hair out...And anyway i didnt care about myself at all at the time. i'd give my body to everyone as I was taught by my father, i partied, got drunk, smoked, did drügs. my biggest drüg was though, i had all the time because it had grown natural in me. I kinda developped a reputation of a "slüt" at school...i got bullied, boys took advantage of me. I kinda had a preference for older men though, seeing as my dad was like 45 or something. so i got involved with older guys, teachers (that's how I got good grades lol), my friend's dads and so on. i once got pregnant when i was 13 and i had no idea who the father was but I had a miscarriage. I know you must be thinking that all that is gross and I'm a slüt but really i'm not even doing it on purpose. it's like normal to me... The last years i've seen many pcychologists, pcychiatrists, social workers and i've kinda got better even though i still kinda have an addiction for and yeah. Fortunately i have some wonderful friends who have been by my side throughout all this, my brother was also really supportive, my mom sadly hasnt yet recovered from all this but she's getting better...and then, when I was 15 I met him, Jason. He had just come to our school and he was 27 at the time. naturally I tried to seduce him so that i could get a good grade because I literally suck at maths haha. But somehow he could tell there was something wrong with me, that i wasnt just a slüt...he cared for me and he liked me, it was a common secret in our school. When he eventually found out my story he still liked me and we eventually got together but like not just had , we became and actual couple. He is one of the few boyfriends I had ever had because i usually just fücked guys, didnt date them. so to this day we're together and as you know we just had our first baby. we have fled to Paris together and we live here...and yeah. Our relationship has its ups and downs but I really love him and he says he does too. Some of my friends think he's a pëdo and he's taking advantage of me but it's not true. So yeah that's actually my story summed up, and yeah. I hope it made sense? (: now tell me about yourself (: <3
And also some other importhant things i didnt mention:
- i once developped a huge addiction to cocaïne like a HUGE one. when my family (that is my bro and mom) realized that they took me to the hospital and when I had my drügs taken away from me i started panicking like the worst panic attack I had ever had, i started screaming and crying and tried to ki.ll myself with my own hands and the doctors and my own brother..like I didnt know what i was doing i was like a wild animal and the doctors had to drüg me to sleep. Luckily i've gotten over this addiction, it was horrible, you have no idea </3
- I once met a 16 year old sweet kind guy online that made me feel beautiful. he said he was "in love with me" so we arranged a meeting and turns out he was a 60 year old pëdophile who räped me...it was as if my father had come back to life except worse because my daddy did love me whereas this guy...sigh.
- i've changed 3 schools.. i left the first one because I was bullied very badly. Then the second school was kinda alright, that is until some guys basically forced me to make a tape like inside the school grounds...we were basically found by a teacher, me naked and covered with cüm smiling stupidly at the camera like a little slüt and them with their dïcks hard...you didnt have to be a genius to figure out what had happened. So i got expelled and went to the third school.
I hope you arent completely grossed out and dont judge me too hard because I really didnt choose any of this to happen to me...</3
First things first. I don't judge people. I have way too many people who can do that for me. And no, of course i'm not grossed out, why would I be? Your story is your story and you can't change the past, but you can change the present and the future. Don't worry, I am not one who judges because I have been judged my WHOLE life...you are truely an inspiration to people because your story shows that you can have an awful past and a crazy life, but can have an amazing present and future. And so far, it seems like you are really dealing with your stuggles and your future is brightening. Jason is lucky to have a girl like you. He's lucky to have a beautiful daughter and a lovely girl friend. Oh, and the only person who can determine whether someone is a PedØ is you and if you truely love him, your friends should just accept it and be happy for you. Why'd you flee to Paris? Where did you live originally? But anyway, I cannot imagine how you grew up and I cannot imagine how many emotions ran through your head as you wrote that, but I hope that it helped to get it out. Like I said before, I'm always here if you need anything....uh, you said you wanted to hear my story...?
I live in America! :O
On the East Coast actually, wooo.
Do forgive me for this comment!
Ikr it's really Nice here! Were do you live? c:
Ikr it's really Nice here! Were do you live? c:
Your location is Paris? Lucky!!!!
Ummmm seriously though you should take that picture down its not safe baby but noooo i'm not getting ho.rny where did you get that idea....... XD
aww you need to mail me some new pictures I want to see the little girl so much! Um gosh does he HAVE to sleep with you like every day?? I swear this guys is as ho.rny as you all the time :p except he's a pe.rv not a sl.utty little kitten like you (aw)
Eww again i dont need to learn your s.exual experiences! Aw i AM happy that you are happy (WHEN you are happy cus does he even make you happy) but like i just dont trust him and I don't like the way he treats you.you cant deny that he is abusive and I am not even sure if it is love or lu.st on his part! SERIOUSL THOUHGT HE IS A FUKIN PER.V he is 29 ewwww
Yah we miss u too! we started school eew :p their are rumors that our creepy coach (the one that liked you) is sleeping now with another girl. Like yuck our school is full of pe.dos seriously
I'm still with jake btw but there's one smaaaall problem.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON JANNETTE (ya know who i'm talking about? The tall hot blonde cheer leader?) Like wtf i'm an idiot i'm head over heels for jake FOR MONTHS and when I finally get him I HAVE TO GET A CRUSH TO THE HOT CHEERLEADER WITHTHE BIG BOOBS
sigh
You know I think i'm going to have se.x with jake. Sc.rew the serious relationship crap I'm back to.friends with benefits desperatr teenager with a crush on.someine i cant have ugh
Miss youuuu im done dx
P.s glad to know you think i'm a slu.tty little kitten. :)) <3
Eww school hope your having fun :p
Jannette? Ew you should unhave a crush on her she's a b.i..tch you know. she used to bully andy becuz he's gay (so basically I doubt that she would like someone of the same se.x) and she called me a s.lut all the time back when i slept with guys at parties. i once uh accidentally slept with her boyfriend (now ex basically) and yeah i think she hated me after that. SO PLEASE DON'T LIKE HER AND DONT LEAVE JAKE PLS plus her boobs arent even that big lol
So yeah i will send you some photos yeahh hope your good <3
Yeah you know not everyone has se.x with someone because they like them. just saying. I mean i'm looking for a serious relationship I'm done with friends with benefits and shiiit.
But ANYWAY DA FAK????? How can you be so cool about it when he hits you?? do you know that this is abuse? not only is he sleeping with an underage but he also hits you! He will spend SO many years in jail if I tell the cops you know! AND HE WILL BREAK EVEN MORE BONES IF I SEE HIM. Seriously tho this is unacceptable i'm so fucckin angry omg. I will call him AND IF HE EVER DARES TO TREAT YOU LIKE A PIECE OF .T HE WILL FUKIN REGRET IT! That as.shole how can u even be with him he's a complete dou.che!! You should leave him NOW he's he worst boyfriend ever sdfjehdhwlejhshhsudga YEAH AND BECAUSE HE SAID E WAS SORRY DOES THAT MEAN ANYTHING OR THAT HE WONT DO IT AGAIN??????????
UM WAIT IS IT JUST MY HUNGRY IMAGINATION OR IS THAT AN ACTUAL HALF NAKED PICTURE OF U?????????? Like da fak dude per.vs on the internet??? Take it down now!!!! what would Jason say? (actually idgaf what he would say)?but seriously though!!
how's lizzy. tell me about life in Paris ??? And what actually happened in the douc.hebag's birthday? U never told me
I miss you hope you're okay you little cutie. ♥
dude that th.ong is so hot omfg stop teasing me
Dude relax its not that bad!he just sort of slapped me and it was my fault anyway but really dont worry its nothing I mean he usually spanks me and stuff when we have se.x so its not such a big deal dont worry it didnt even hurt that muvh. i was just sad because I didnt mean to upset him but we're better now we've just been making out for like half an hour XD and yeah Jason actually is sorry hedidnt mean it you know how he has a bad temper!! Stop being such a mom lol
Lol dont worry not much can be seen from my picture and hey its not my fault i usually lay around in tho.ngs i was too lazy to dress up XD and jason took the photo so I'm suRe he woudlnt say anything XD
AWW look cate is getting ho.rny over my th.ong do you want my a.ss baby XD
She's great she' s so fu.ckin adoravblee ^_^ but like we're very stressed about her and yeah thats why we've been fighting and like i have toooons of things to do i have to do the housework, cook , take care of Elizabeth and then theres jason when he comes back from work and he wants to sleep with me (which i dont complain about XD) and like i'm reallyyy busy. But I do like life here and Paris is amazing! oh and btw we're most certainly not returning for me to finish school :D but dont wrry we're going to come back there once in a while cuz I miss U guys!!! <3 aww his birthday was soo cutee. So we went to Seine you know the river of Paris?? So we spent there all afternoon and it was sooo romantic.<3 then we made out for 29 minutes because he was getting 29 years old XD and then we did it under the stars and it was the best thing ever<3 i love him sooo much <3 and its nice to see how happy you are about us -_- anywayy i miss u2!! how's everything back home?i miss you guys so much!<3
I like your quotes ..Very beautiful
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You are charming :))))
Gosh is that you in your profile pic? If so, you're gorgeous!
yeah i'm okay. I mean actually idk.. There's a lot going on. Jason and i have been fighting and it makes me so sad I've been crying a lot actually.it was something minor but we havent been good these days on general. So we started shouting and i started screaming and he told me to shut up and that I was immature and i was like "you're the one who goes after 17 year old girls.." and he got very angry at that and hit me. But please don't worry he told me he was sorry later and we didn't fight any more after that but i'm sad because I love him and i don't want him to be sad because of me... :( I miss u please reply soon <3
Btw I'm so sorry i havent replied in ages but like i've been very busy, u know with Elizabeth and stuff! I missed you to though! <3
In reply to you're comment down there: thank you so much for not judging me you have no idea howmuch it means! People usually leave me when they learn what ive been through even though I didnt choose any of this.and I'm so sorry you have dealt with judging because i know what it feels like. ): some people are real as.sholes honestly. But tbh, u should be grossed out, well most people are, cuz my story and my past are disgusting and like dark, and I'm far from an inspiring person.but i'm glad you see it that way.<3 I agree with you and i know he isnt a pe.do. he truly loves me and I do to. And besides the age gap isn't that big, I'm 17 and he's 29. I've been with much older guys tbh. Anyway, we originally leaved in a small town in America (i'd rather not say where exactly if you dont mind..? Last time I did it wasnt exactly a good thing) and anyway we were already planing to go on a vacation in Paris during the summer (you see I'm french and Greek and I had already been to greece so he wanted to take me to France) but we decided to leave earlier cause our school wasnt exactly accepting to our relationship. he was in danger of getting fired and I was bullied by some girls that were jealous that I got the hottest teacher of the school (he's sooo hawt XD) and also there was this guy who sorta liked me and wanted to have with me or he'd tell the cops about my relationship (you see its illegal for a teacher to sleep with a student and i am also underage)so Jason and I decided to just sorta f..uck everyone and everything and leave for paris.XD
And Id love to hear your story if u wanna share it :D <3
Omg your story nearly brought me to tears. Like i thought I had it bad but thats so much worse.im so sorry you've been through all that, I'm here for ya<3 i can understand many parts of it because I've been through similar . If you still have problems you should get help i mean I had eating disorders and depression and lots of but now I'm much better so im sure you can get through this too. Stay strong love :) <3 you shouldnt get anorexic again if you really want to lose weight you need to be on a healthy diet, exercise etc. i mean i know its difficutl as f. but It has done some good for me. I'm sure you can do it too :)) also about the r.ape I'm so sorry. :(( trust me I know what its like.
I'm sure your not stupid! You actually seem like a very intelligent person.despite the problems you may have. I have short term memory loss too. It doesnt mean your stupid!!sont worry you're amazing :)
Ugh my friend thinks my boyfriend abuses me. Like wtf he's only hit me like twice and it was an accident and he apologized and all so its alright. Plus she's nagging about him being a pe.do. Like wtf man cant you get a hint were in love??? Just because someone is a few years older doesnt mean their a pe.do. He's only like 29. Ugh sorry I needed to vent I'm annoyed :(
So how are you? I've missed talking to you but it's really hard to get on witty these days. I have a family to take care of and i work a bit and i'm busy as f. :))) i hope you will reply soon I miss you <3
Congratulations, love xD
Also I just wanna say CONGRATS ON YOUR MOMMY STATUS!!!
I'll follow back!
Aw you're so sweet<3 well actually it's a very long and complicated thing so I hope it'll make sense lol. So it all started when i was 4 years old... my dad was an alcoholic and he'd always beat me, my bro and my mom. it wasnt that bad though, till he started..touching me and yeah he you know, he ra.ped me. He even shared me with his friends. So basically i've been having since i was 4 years old and i kinda grew up doing it, it was like normal to me you know what I mean? He basically kind of taught me that i should always give my body to men and do what they tell me and stuff like that...my bro said he was sėxist and taking advantage of me..but I didnt really understand that then, i was so youg and it had become natural to me. I actually did love him even though deep down i knew he shouldnt be doing this to me, and I was kinda sad when he died in a car accident while driving drunk. i was 9 years old at the time. then i started being really depressed. i was diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder (i still have that but fortunately not as much ) I went through eating disorders. i started cutting myself and attempted suïcide numerous times. I also got lots of panic attacs, i'd just start screaming for no reason. i starved myself, pulled some hair out...And anyway i didnt care about myself at all at the time. i'd give my body to everyone as I was taught by my father, i partied, got drunk, smoked, did drügs. my biggest drüg was though, i had all the time because it had grown natural in me. I kinda developped a reputation of a "slüt" at school...i got bullied, boys took advantage of me. I kinda had a preference for older men though, seeing as my dad was like 45 or something. so i got involved with older guys, teachers (that's how I got good grades lol), my friend's dads and so on. i once got pregnant when i was 13 and i had no idea who the father was but I had a miscarriage. I know you must be thinking that all that is gross and I'm a slüt but really i'm not even doing it on purpose. it's like normal to me... The last years i've seen many pcychologists, pcychiatrists, social workers and i've kinda got better even though i still kinda have an addiction for and yeah. Fortunately i have some wonderful friends who have been by my side throughout all this, my brother was also really supportive, my mom sadly hasnt yet recovered from all this but she's getting better...and then, when I was 15 I met him, Jason. He had just come to our school and he was 27 at the time. naturally I tried to seduce him so that i could get a good grade because I literally suck at maths haha. But somehow he could tell there was something wrong with me, that i wasnt just a slüt...he cared for me and he liked me, it was a common secret in our school. When he eventually found out my story he still liked me and we eventually got together but like not just had , we became and actual couple. He is one of the few boyfriends I had ever had because i usually just fücked guys, didnt date them. so to this day we're together and as you know we just had our first baby. we have fled to Paris together and we live here...and yeah. Our relationship has its ups and downs but I really love him and he says he does too. Some of my friends think he's a pëdo and he's taking advantage of me but it's not true. So yeah that's actually my story summed up, and yeah. I hope it made sense? (: now tell me about yourself (: <3
- i once developped a huge addiction to cocaïne like a HUGE one. when my family (that is my bro and mom) realized that they took me to the hospital and when I had my drügs taken away from me i started panicking like the worst panic attack I had ever had, i started screaming and crying and tried to ki.ll myself with my own hands and the doctors and my own brother..like I didnt know what i was doing i was like a wild animal and the doctors had to drüg me to sleep. Luckily i've gotten over this addiction, it was horrible, you have no idea </3
- I once met a 16 year old sweet kind guy online that made me feel beautiful. he said he was "in love with me" so we arranged a meeting and turns out he was a 60 year old pëdophile who räped me...it was as if my father had come back to life except worse because my daddy did love me whereas this guy...sigh.
- i've changed 3 schools.. i left the first one because I was bullied very badly. Then the second school was kinda alright, that is until some guys basically forced me to make a tape like inside the school grounds...we were basically found by a teacher, me naked and covered with cüm smiling stupidly at the camera like a little slüt and them with their dïcks hard...you didnt have to be a genius to figure out what had happened. So i got expelled and went to the third school.
I hope you arent completely grossed out and dont judge me too hard because I really didnt choose any of this to happen to me...</3