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I t ' s  R e a l  t o  M e
chapter 5
What happened to the hospital room? I open my eyes to see the cold bleak walls, hard bed, and chemical smell replaced with a room that almost seemed like a home, they must have moved me to a different part of the hospital. I try to go explore my new home but when I try and sit up I see there is a tight strap across my torso pressing me firmly against the bed.
I start to panic, when a woman enters the room, followed closely by a man, and a young boy. They didn't look like nurses, or doctors to me. They looked more like family to me. The woman's face was streaked with tears, and looked like she hadn't slept in days. The man eyes were dark and withdrawn. The boy stood frozen, and emotionless behind the two of them.
The woman stepped toward my bed but then stopped as if she had hit a force field, she bit her lip and backed away again.
"Hailey..." she started to say her voice faded off as if talking was too strenuous for her. She most certainly knew who I was but I couldn't recall a single memory of her, or anything really for that matter. I could remember vague things, as if I was watching everything from underwater. I couldn't remember my favorite song, or what my house smelled like, who my best friend was, or what my favorite drink at Starbucks was. That was terrifying, I tried hard to shove that thought away into the darkest corners of my mind.
"What happened to me, and why am I tied down?" I say my voice barely a whisper, it cracks, and is raspy from under use.
"there was an accident, you had an episode" her voice breaks on the word acciddent. "Hailey.." she says fear curling around the edges of her voice, "do you... know who I am?" I can tell she wants me to know, I concentrate hard on her face, but nothing comes up.
"no" I whisper. Her face collapses, she bites her lip and she opens her mouth as if to speak but nothing comes out, she runs out the door as tears begin to fall down her face. The man pauses for a second and studies my face intently, and his lip twitches a little, then he follows in pursuit out the door.
The little boy still stands there, staring straight ahead, I watch him for a moment, I focus hard on his face, I can almost gather a memory of him, but not quite.
"Who are you?" I question.
He doesn't move for a moment, slowly he looks up at me and smiles.
"You'll remember me." he then walks forward to my IV pole and grabs one of the tubes.
"What are you doing stop it!?" I yell, suddenly alarmed, I try and grab him but I am still restrained.
"It's only just begun Hailey." he says with a devious smile.
With that he pinches shut the tube that gave me morphine, and I can feel the pain start to build in my body as the morphine fades out, I try and scream but the pain is too much. There's nothing but pain, it had blinded, and deafened me, I pray that I can just black out, and escape this. When it becomes so much that I don't think I can take it anymore I fall into uncounciousness.

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I t ' s  R e a l  t o  M e
chapter 4
I opened my eyes to see the hospital wall. How long had I been out? minutes, hours, days, maybe even... weeks? I felt a lot better than the last time I had been awake.
Why did I hurt so much anyways? I couldn't remember why I was here.... wait what was my name? My head began to spin, my heart started to beat fast, tears came out hot and fast, and my breaths become shallow and quick. I need to know, who am I? What is happening?
I grab the IV's in my arm and despite the sharp pain up my arm and the beeping of several machines I jump out of bed, but my feet won't hold me, and I'm on the ground. I try to push myself up but my arms have turned to rubber and I slump back down. I just lay there, cry and watch the blood drip out of the hole in my arm from the IVs.
Soon a nurse comes running in, she sees me and her clipboard clatters to the floor. I make no effort to move, it was like every ounce of energy had been sucked out of me.
"I need help in room 127 ASAP!" she yells down the hall.
A boy runs into the room, and I just know it's the same boy as before. He makes a funny little sound when he sees me and rushes down to my side. He leans in close to me, he has pretty gray eyes, they remind me of a stormy sky, he has a couple cuts on his face, some bandages over his arms and one hand is in a brace he reaches out to brush a piece of hair out of my face, I jerk back to his touch. 
He looks taken aback, silent tears slip down his face."Hailey it's... it's me." his lower lip is quivering.
The nurse comes back in with several doctors, "Hey! Get away from her!" She yells at the gray eyed boy.
He pauses for just a second before backing away and I swear I hear him say "how could you forget me?"
The doctors lift me on to the bed and shoot me up with more drugs, and start sticking me with needles, when I am plugged into half a dozen machines they start to move my bed, why are they moving my bed? I can feel myself start to slip into darkness, and the last thing on my mind is, Hailey, was that my name? I didn't feel like a Hailey, but... why couldn't I remember? I slip into the now familiar land of unconciousness.

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I t ' s  R e a l  t o  M e
chapter 3
Something was poking my arm, I tried to brush it off but... I couldn't move I opened my eyes, this wasn't my room, and that thing poking my arm was an IV, what was happening? It seemed like every second I was awake the harder it got to breathe, and my entire body was beginning to hurt unbearably.
I tried to sit up, but I was still paralyzed, I tried to scream, but it was like I was just stuck in this body that I had no control over. A machine hooked to me started beeping urgently and a nurse ran in, 
"Oh no, she's waking up." The nurse said, and started rumaging through drawers in a panic.
"Is that bad?" a nervous voice said behind her, I tried to focus hard on where the voice was coming from, but right as he was coming into focus, the nurse injected something into one of the many tubes in my arm, and I was welecomed back into the warm arms of unconciousness.
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I t ' s  R e a l  t o  M e
chapter 2
I awake to the gentle remains of the rain storm from last night. I sat up and paused for a moment.... it was my birthday!
I jumped up and grabbed my favorite jeans and started to get dressed, but then I remembered what chase said about the dress. I couldn't help but smile, he always loved that dress, it was such a simple dress but I was wearing it the day we met, and he still remembers years later. So I slipped on the dress with the TOMS that Gracie had given me yesterday for my birthday, she said she had to give them to me early so I could wear them today. How did I get lucky enough to have these people in my life?
I decide since today was such a special day I would curl my hair. I'm so preoccupied that I burn my fingers but I didn't mind, I wasn't gonna let anything ruin today for me. 
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School seems to drag on forever today, I tap my foot as I count down the minutes until it was time for my suprise from Chase. When my countdown reaches zero I practically skip to my locker, Chase is waiting there with a box of oreos, double stuffed I smile, laugh and give him a big bear hug.
Not long after we met I had said I would rather have a box of my favorite double stuffed oreos than roses, he had taken that very seriously.
"Ready to see your suprise?" he says as he bites his lip
"Yes! Let me grab my bag." I say so loudly the girl across the hall glares at me, but I don't care because it's my birthday and I can do what I want.
By the time we start driving I'm practically hopping up and down in my seat. "Where are we going?!" I squeak, as we drive through the intersection.
"That's for me to know," he looks over toward me, "and you to fin-" he looks the same as a mouse right before it knows a cat is going to kill it. Before I can do anything he shoves my head down and then I'm thrown sideways, the next thing I know I'm on the ground, there are people standing around me, they are saying something but I can't make it out, it's like I'm underwater, I try and focus on one of their faces but the harder I focus the closer I seem to get to blacking out, I try and focus really hard, but then there's nothing.

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Her outfit in case you care - http://media-cache-lt0.pinterest.com/upload/161425967864681295_JBRCVN0D_f.jpg