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I'm a forgotten face
A wast of space 
A nobody and a no one
I fade into the backround 
And then I'm lost forever 

The death is slow
but sure
but the pain caused 
obscure 
and the dreams were
distant
and your love was 
resistant 
but your smile was 
surreal
and the way it made 
me feel
like nothing else
on earth  
if you could see what 
you're worth 
you would never frown 
again 
see you on the flip side 
my long forgotten 
friend 
      -mine
       please tell me what you think

Stay with me, baby stay with me,
Tonight don't leave me alone.
Walk with me, come and walk with me,
To the edge of all we've ever known.

I can see you there with the city lights,
Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes.
I can breathe you in.
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door,
No, I could not want you more than I did right then,
As our heads leaned in.

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,
The moon above you and the streets below.
Hold my breath as you're moving in,
Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

Confessions

[] I'm straight.
[] I'm gay.
[x] I'm bi-sexual
[] I'm easy.(people say i am )
[] I do wear make up.
[]When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
[] When I walk by mirrors, I like what I see
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I hate what I see.
[] I wear a bra to bed 
[] I sleep naked
[x] I wear toe nail polish.(sometimes)
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like.
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels.
[] Getting a flower makes me smile, especially for no reason.(i've never gotten on) 
[] I've wrecked a car.
[] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I'd do anything for that special someone 
[x] I get jealous easily
[x] I love cuddling.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[] I’ve gotten a detention.
[] I've gotten suspended.
[] I've gotten expelled.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like rock.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[] I like techno.
[] I like country.
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my cell phone.
[x] I'd be lost without my mp3/CD player/iPod.
[] I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own/did own a boy band CD.
[x] Football isn't boring. 
[] I love athletic boys.
[x] I love skater guys.
[x] I love punk guys.
[x] I love gangsta guys.
[x] I love geeky guys.
[] I love country guys.
[x] I love guys that are just themselves.
[x] Guys are confusing
[] I've been called a tease.
[x] I've been called a slutt (A LOT)
[] I've been called a bad influence.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[] I can't leave the house without makeup. 
[] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me.
[x] I would do anything for my friends.
[] I smoke way too much.
[] I drink way too much.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I have piercings other than my ears.

updated my profile 

Just a bunch of empty promises