thank you so much <3 like, you don't know that if it wasn't for what you said last night; I probably would have done some permanent damage.. and just.. thank you
No you are not going to kill yourself. You’re going to survive regardless because you aren’t killing yourself tonight and you are never going to kill yourself. Why? Because you are better than that. Because you are stronger then this. Because you deserve to be happy and happiness is right around the corner if you believe. Because you have so many people that genuinely care about you. Because there are so many people that your death would affect. Because you have so many reasons to be alive and you just need to realize them. Because you are worth more than this. Because you are here for a reason. You wouldn’t be here if you weren’t meant to be. So you’re here to stay. Because you have held on for so long and you can keep holding on because you know better then to kill yourself. Because all these people who care about you, are worth your time for you to stay here, on earth. With them. Because there are people around you who cannot live a day without you in their life.
I understand that the pain is overwhelming, but this is not the right way to go.
You aren’t only scars and wounds. You aren’t only an addiction. You are not only your pain. There’s nothing wrong with you. You are so many better things. You are possibility and promise, hope and healing. You are strength and love. You are change and things worth fighting for. This is all your story and it isn’t over yet. There’s still hope. There’s still a future ahead of you. You’re beautiful and deserve more than hurting yourself.
Please, keep fighting. You can get through this and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will appreciate it so much more.
I love you & I care about you. It doesn't matter if I don't know you on a personal level.
By the way, sorry I didn't do this in reply form.
thank you so much <3 like, you don't know that if it wasn't for what you said last night; I probably would have done some permanent damage.. and just.. thank you
Im such a mess. I went two months without cutting and i broke it. I took a showerr, got out, looked in the mirror; and I was disgusted. I punched my stomach, cut more. I cant do this anymore. My mom is a cyincal cotrolling douche. I cant do anything. My dad is selling pills andd getting high way to often. Do you know what its like to wish your own parents would die? That makes me even more of a horrible person but its true. I hate myself for thinking thag way but these two people who were supposed to love me most have compmetly ruined my life. I used to be able to ignore it and be like "four more years and you can lean." That used to get me through it, but it doesn't anymore. I cant do it..
Oh, of course. So, my personal favorites are: The Memory, Stay, Call me Hopeless Not Romantic, Jamie All Over, The Silence & Oh Well, Oh Well. There are soo many more, but here's a few good ones. :)
Oh, of course. So, my personal favorites are: The Memory, Stay, Call me Hopeless Not Romantic, Jamie All Over, The Silence & Oh Well, Oh Well. There are soo many more, but here's a few good ones. :)
I understand that the pain is overwhelming, but this is not the right way to go.
You aren’t only scars and wounds. You aren’t only an addiction. You are not only your pain. There’s nothing wrong with you. You are so many better things. You are possibility and promise, hope and healing. You are strength and love. You are change and things worth fighting for. This is all your story and it isn’t over yet. There’s still hope. There’s still a future ahead of you. You’re beautiful and deserve more than hurting yourself.
Please, keep fighting. You can get through this and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will appreciate it so much more.
I love you & I care about you. It doesn't matter if I don't know you on a personal level.
By the way, sorry I didn't do this in reply form.
Need to talk? I'm always here. I promise, I'll listen and not judge.