Joined: January 20, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 347181
I had this account (along with bethanyrachel) when I was younger. I used this as a journal for my journey through self-harm and depression. I am here now, a freshman in college, to tell you that there is a person who loves you and who cares for you. Hurting yourself, or killing yourself, is not the answer you are looking for. I promise. 

Reach out to me. I don't get on often, but please. I want you to know someone is here.

A little about me, because who is going to trust someone they don't know anything about?

My name is Rachel. I am almost 19, a freshman at Liberty University in Virginia. I am an interdisciplinary studies major, which is a fancy way of saying I can create a custom major that is perfect for my career path of choice. I am studying American Sign Language, developmental psychology, and family and childhood development. 

My heart is taken, by a Navy Sailor.

I really, really, really, love Jesus.

Quotes by rbethanym

I made this profile when I was a sophomore in highschool. I am now a freshman in college, and my old quotes broke my heart.

There is much more than highschool boys and highschool drama, let me tell you. Life has so much more to offer than that.
i cant do it anymore.
i cant, i dont want to.
relapse is just a reach away.
Sometimes, I think of the sun and the moon as secret lovers
who rarely meet, always chase, and almost always miss one another.
But once in a while, they do catch up,
and they do kiss, and the world
stares in awe at their beautiful eclipse.
heartbroken from a kid who lives in australia.

never saw that coming.
being ignored by people who "love" you is the best.

Listen to your heart, not your brain.
Your brain knows too much.

you may not be perfect,
but your life has
always been worth it.

Some of y'all know I volunteer at a Children's hospital.
I play with siblings of patients.
Tonight, I was making a Lego airplane with an 8 year old boy.

Neither of us were being really talkative.
He slowly looked up at me and said,
"You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen."

Relapse. Lovely...
Thank you all for your amazing support throught this not so great journey.
If you guys want to learn more about my road to recovering ask me in the comments and I'll be happy to talk (:
I love each and every one of you guys so so so much.