Ever Since
you walked out of me
life, I hate doing even the
simplest things.
I hate hanging out with my friends
because I know that if I still
had you, that would be us spending
time together. I hate long
car rides b e c a u s e the one thing
that once made me tolerate
them was texting you the whole
way. I hate that
moment
when I finish my homework & I'm bored, unsure of
what to do
next because if this was a
few months ago, I wouldn't even
hesitate to pick up my phone
& dial your number, which I still
know by heart. I hate how simply
living my life gives me constant
reminders that everything has changed just because you
suddenly
decided I'm a waste of your time