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:( You disappeared again...

Rush, I miss you so much, please come back on babe. I love you, always have and will forever. <3

Rush. Please don't hurt any one of us on here anymore.....You need to show us a sign that ur okay. I love u and always will <3

hi

Hi

Even though I'm kinda mad at you, I miss you.

I miss you too..

Do you really?

I do. So much. It hurts.

awe, get on den c;

k.

oh my god. Rush. Seriously?

what? im confused. i didnt do anything..

Hi rushy <3
How's everything been?
I miss talking to you.
When were did talk I felt like the happiest girl in the world.Babe please reply.I miss you so much!!
<3-Ashley

but everything has been fine.. what about you?

yeah, i do have a girlfriend, so dont call me that.

Well sorry....I call everyone babe. Haha....ive been okay...I guess...I like ur new picture :)

yeah i know..i just didnt want drama to start. we dont need that.. haha. but you wanna talk about it? and thanks! i thought i should go back to normal... haha

Yeah I understand the drama thing. ...hahaha well I just found out that my greatgrandmother died....:'( it really sucks. ...

oh ash, im sorry! were you close to her?

Yeah kinda but she 92 and she was the best

im so sorry! thats so sad! i wish i could make you feel better. if you need anything, just talk to me. ill be here

Its okay...♥ so how are u and faith? Tbh im kinda upset about that

Don't call Rush babe. He's not yours.

babe just dont, ill handle it

Rush, what's going on..?

Okay, I'm starting to get a little worried, a little? I mean a lot of worried, where are you? I miss you. Get back on soon, promise?
<33<33<333<3333 Faith

its okay. dont be worried ill explain everything on chat

Rush, where'd youn go? I miss you.

im sorry

It's okay, I'm usually on, so message me. I'm on around like 5 or so. I miss ya...

Cool hair dude

thanks

I looove your hair and your eyes!

Rush

I'm really disappointed in u....I thought u were better than this. U knew how I felt about u. I NEVER did anything to endanger our relationship. It hurts me to think that u would ever think that about me. To tell u the truth, there was this one guy who did want to get with me, but I told him no because I had u, I had a boyfriend and fiancé. And they backed off. If I didn't love you then how come I agreed to marry u? I was planning everything. Remember how excited I was? And when your dumb friend decided to play that "joke" on me I cried for two months and it didn't start to feel normal for 6 months. Like two weeks before my birthday I started dating a guy who I thought I really liked. And then he broke up with me the day before my birthday he broke up with me...I thought that he was another u. But I guess I was wrong. I kept thinking about how I should of ran away with u like u wanted me to.
I have a question...who was there for u when Elizabeth and Hunner got in that car accident? Hmmm? I couldn't see u in that much pain....

When I was told that u were "dead" I went into a depression.... My heart formed a shell around it. A shell that doesn't let anybody stomp on it. And now I'm not letting u rip it part again.

I honestly doubt you will ever understand how much u hurt me. I will continue to love u even if u don't love me back.

<3-Ashley

Oh and faith...u don't know me and will never know me.
💔😭😩💔😭😩💔😭😩💔😭😩

its more than that. i was so confused and depressed when i was with you. i didnt know what i was doing when i was with you. i still have no idea what im doing with my life or who i am. im still trying to find myself. i dont know how long that is going to be, but im trying. i have been broken inside for way too long. and yeah ill still have feelings for you, i dont really know what they are but something is still there. we can still be friends, i would love that. but dont you ever talk to faith the way you did.

I would love to be your friend as long as u never do that to me again.

im not planning on doing that again

I'm so sorry. I'm just really hurt and confused right now...

and i understand that but if you need anything, im here

Get on chat babeeee<3 hehe

you're on!

Rush, I miss yew.I hope everything's ok...

Hey you, I miss you. You didn't get on yesterday. Everything ok? I'll be on.
Faith.<3

yeah everything is okay ill explain on chat im sorry

Hey, umm yeah so you said all that and then you hurt me,broke up with me and talked about me to your gf..I'm hurt. I loved you with all my heart and then that. Idk. We need to talk, and I know you're still with that one girl, but idc, we need to talk
Bye.

im not with her but we can talk. i would love to.

Okay, well I'm on now so I'll wait for you to get back on.

Hey