typicalteengirl

You,
I want to kiss you.
I want it to be that type of kiss
that leaves both of us breathless.
The type that makes us look into each other’s eyes in disbelief,
and then just smile afterwards.
I really don’t mind where it happens,
I just need to feel your lips on mine because they’ve given me
the best conversations of my life
and we’ll be going our separate ways soon.
I’m going to miss you.

Just do this with me, while we have the chance.
No regrets.
 

Break down,
We all have those moments.
Memories that flash through our minds.
Some are good, and we laugh/smile instantly,
holding onto that precious thought.
Most are bad.
Nightmares that haunt our mind, even when we’re awake.
They make us sad, depressed, mad, confused.
I personally don’t like that moment,
where that one good memory turned into a regret.
When it’s stuck in our mind, we shed a tear,
warping into this state of mind where we become depressed.
Sometimes thinking of something else helps,
but I always remind myself, it’s never going to go away.
It’s our thoughts and memories...
 

If you’re going
to fall in love with me,
it’s only fair that you know what you’re falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my immaturity,
my constant need to feel loved and appreciated,
my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession,
my tendency to be a little too clingy.

You fall in love with my troubled past,
and my hopes and dreams,
and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love
with all my imperfections and my perception
that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way
my eyes will smile when I’m with you,
the way I’ll text you in the mornings just trying
to get you to wake up.

You’re falling in love with the occasional humorous and
thought-provoking things I say,
and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that
you are falling in love with me...