Status:
Pretty faces don't always mean pretty souls
Joined:
August 8, 2013
Last Seen:
8 years
Birthday:
August 17
user id:
368528
Location:
Chattanooga, Ohio
Gender:
M
WHAT UP! From the bondocks of Chattanooga, (Ohio). Favorite Song: Atmosphere By Kaskade
Favorite Color: Blue or Black (toss up)
Favorite Place: Snow Bird Resort, Salt Lake City, Uath
Favorite Game: Skyrim
Favorite Shows: Supernatural And The Walking Dead
I work new home construction at Bransteter Builders, ( Its my gpa's company and its family run). I'm part of Parkway FFA and proud of it. I get good grades and I don't play sports but I like to stay in shape tho. I'll listen to any music as long as its not country, I may live in the middle of hick land but i will not listen to their tunes! I LOVE hunting.I drive a big ole F-150. My mom jsut got married so now I have a step brother and sister and I'm the youngest which sucks.
I don't know which one to reply to, so I'll just reply to this one. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well, I've been all over the place. Every time I log onto witty, it's taken away from me. My dad will tell me to go to sleep, my mom will tell me to do my homework, someone will need the device I'm on. It always happens. Always. Is there a welding program at the school you'll be going to? I know you said that you wanted to weld once, so do you still want to do that?
So you're going to weld? I just looked up welding and I got a bunch of pictures of people with injuries. Is it really dangerous? Have you seen some of the pictures? Man, be careful.
You say you "suppose it's dangerous" and then go on to say that you almost caught yourself on fire? Yeah, totally harmless. If you don't like graphic pictures that will scar you, then don't look up those pictures. And hell yeah you're going to be careful. You better!
My mom doesn't want me to get a job, though. I'm still trying to convince her. She thinks that I want a job just to get more clothes, shoes, a fancy phone, you know, more stuff, but I want a job so I could start saving up for a car and for college so I could get out of here. I can't wait to get out of Oklahoma. I really hate it. I tried to keep an open mind, to give this place a chance, but I can't. By getting a job, I'll be getting an opportunity to leave. She can't seem to understand that. Sorry I rant so much. What's been going on? What's keeping you busy? Good things I hope!
Hey turner ?!?!? Omg's I'm so sorry. My iPad hasn't been with me and I've got so much to tell you! OMG Tomorrow is my first date with Amy!!! And I might even have my first kiss tomorrow OMG I'm so excited!
Right?! And how do they expect us to go to school for 7 hours, do after school activities, 3 hours of homework, get enough sleep, AND have a social life? We're not superheroes! And it bugs me when the teacher complains about having to grade so many tests and essays, like if you don't correct it don't assign it!
Yay!! Please don't start again, I know it must be hard to stop but it's not going to help the situation at all, if anything it will make things worse. How long has it been since you last did?
Thanks so freaking much!!!! Today was actually one of the best days I've had in a while!! I was actually genuinely happy and I just feel great right now instead of feeling completely awful!
Okay! I won't ask you about it because I know when I'm having bad days I really don't want to talk! I'm having a bad day today! Not like it matters or anything! You know I'm just a nobody to everyone and I"m a failure! That's who I am! I can't do anything right..
I can't handle all this pain.. Today during one of my classes I just broke down in front of everybody.. Everything was such a blur.. You think people would help me but no they just laughed at me. Waking up everyday is just getting harder and harder. I feel like I don't belong in this world. I'm sorry for telling you all of this.. I'm sorry for not staying happy.. You're probably mad at me.
Yeah it's fun! She had a couple of American spirits and that's what we did in a park yesterday lol, and well she showed me how and then I did it to her, and I had two massive lung worths of smoke and she choked on it and I started laughing my off!
Well, my boyfriend and I are in a long distance relationship. I don't know I just felt so much tension and I was just sick of everything. I never used to party and I thought I should party because I heard it makes people feel better. I did feel better but I wanted to die. I don't even feel like an 18 year old I feel like a misfit. And idk this makes sense in my head but I'm having a hard time typing it
Every day after school I would go to the hospital to be with him. I would stay until they kicked me out because it was too late. We talked about everything. He wasn't supposed to die. But there I was to watch him. I love him. And now I'm a mess without him. My whole family is crazy and just don't understand. And now here I am crying so bad..
I like getting help but I'm still scared about getting it.. if that makes sense. Do you know of any ways to help a person sleep better? Because I can never sleep and by the time I fall asleep is when I have to get up.
It worked a little bit! Thanks. What do you mean you're not dead yet? I don't want you dead. If I'm not dying you're not dying. I talked to a counselor today about my problems it helped me a lot I still have trust issues though. Ehh Can't things get better for the both of us?
A homecoming? like dressing up? our school doesn't have that I wish it did:( Hmm I just got back from hanging out with my friend and I'm going dress shopping tomorrow. I've been talking to a counselor about my problems and it has been helping. I'm like a roller coaster though I have my ups and downs
I'm glad it was fun. Last night was bad for me I cut but you're the first person I've told. Gosh I didn't think I was going to make it I was angry and sad and just not stable. I'm doing better today though. An example of how I'm like a roller coaster. I got a valentine from an 8 year old little girl today it was so cute. I feel special lol
It's hard because I just want to cut. I want to disappear. I want to be gone. I want an inspiration but not many people know so yeah I'm a bad person..
No!! I wish I was with you right now to stop you!! You're my friend and I can't lost you! You're my inspiration! You've saved my life!! I need to tell you something!
Fine go on ahead, my mom just walked in on me and I lied and got away with it she didn't notice the blood or my knife how lucky right, I'm not even kidding
You're lucky. My boyfriend broke up with me today. My family I'm a nobody to them. My friends they are not even friends. They can't tell that I'm falling apart..
If I died they would probably celebrate or not even notice.. This pain is killing me. It's hard to hide everything. I just need someone I need something to keep me from living because living is just tearing me apart.
That's good. Yeah, things are slowly getting better, I guess. For a second today I actually felt genuinely happy and I was laughing so hard. It felt good.
I went to the casino for first time today! Yeah my parents don't like where I'm going to college next year and that I'm getting a tattoo. Oh well I'm an adult. How about you? Anything new?
I think they're just overprotective because I'm the youngest. I love them I'm just ready to get away from this town and start my own new life. If that makes sense.
A lot of pointless drama. I'm doing better try to handle my pain in more positive ways. I've been trying new activities to try to get mind off of things. So far I've been not so good at them but I'm having fun in the process. How Are You?
That's a great attitude to have! I'm starting to have that attitude! Today was great I met new people and I've gotten rid of the people making me worse. It's time to move on.. I'm ready for the journey ahead.
It is great. I feel awesome. I'm currently writing a 50 page report on mangoes though but I'm trying to be positive about it. Do you like mangoes? A very random question but without randomness life is boring(:
Haha I love berry picking in the summertime it's a blast! I'm doing pretty good! I graduate in less than 3 months which makes me happy and I visited the college I'm going to yesterday. Life is going better for me.
Haha lets go partying and berry picking someday(: lol It is fantastic! I've been happy for a couple days now I think that's a personal record. I hope you're still continuing to be good(:
Aww yay that's so cute I was wondering when you guys were going to date you're perfect for each other!(: how are you? I'm feeling so lazy today oh well school is stressing me out
You're welcome bud(: That's great that you're doing great haha Guess what? I'm going to be in my local newspaper this week yay! Things are continuing to be good. I'm just counting down the days until summer.. They should just rush by lol
Haha well the paper picks like a student from our school to be like student of the week and they picked me because for my economics class we had to buy stocks and do this contest and my team is in 9th place out of over 800 teams. I'm doing pretty good lately but yesterday I fell going up the stairs and hurt my ankle! How are you?
I know right? I was so mad. Oh well.. And that's good. Counseling is sometimes good to let your feelings out. I hope things are continuing to go well with you. You're my friend and I really want my friends to be happy(:
Thank you!!:) Yeah it feels good. Anything new with you? I've been busy lately with lots of stuff it's crazy. I wish life could just pause for a second so I can just relax
Hey,
I was looking through your quotes and you seem really depressed lately :(
I know how it feels to think no one cares about you and no one is there for you, but trust me, a lot of people really do love you. Even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, your family loves you a whole lot, and if they're true friends, then all of your friends care about you too. And your Witty family cares. And even if I don't know you very well, I care about you a lot ! I would hate to see another Wittian go, especially one with such great taste in music haha. Anyways, I'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to. My kik is americanidiot19 if you'd rather talk on there. Stay strong, and remember you are loved (:
Awh well I think if you think that would help you get better you should. It takes a lot to be able to do that for yourself and it's good that you can realize you'd get the help you need there. And going to the hospital is a lot better than leaving the world. You've made it this far, so why leave now?
I know it's not easy to stop cutting once you've started but it's not gonna help the situation at all, if anything it will make it worse. I've never cut so I can't totally understand but if you really try and think about how many people care about you and how many more good things than bad in your life, you can stop
Well, you have your family, friends and Witty, your second family. And for good things in your life there's music, all of those bands you love up there, family, friends, your truck, and a lot more I'm sure! Try making a list of anything that has ever made you smile and maybe doing some of those things again, it could help cheer you up a bit
Oh my gosh, I had been waiting for you to reply for a while now and when I check I realize that I never clicked on add comment, so you never received what I had supposedly sent. God, I feel so stupid. Sorry! So, we were talking about the awesome bands you listen to, right? So yes, my favorite of all the bands that you mentioned would probably be A Day to Remember.
Right! How did you find these bands, you know? How did you start listening to them? What lead you to have such good taste in music? You have an incredible taste in music, by the way.
Dude, I have found so many bands that way. I found them through my brother. My bro's the one who has introduced me to the rock genre. Growing up all I listened to were oldies. Pretty much, nothing from this generation. I didn't even know who Lady Gaga was. Not even Eminem. Then my brother started to listen to rock, so I did, too, which lead to me discovering even more artists.
Sorry! I've been exhausted lately. My life's boring, though, so I don't know why I'm so tired. How have you been? You're a junior in high school, right? Next year you're a senior then. Are you excited? Oh, and are you going to leave immediately for college or what are your plans?
Cool! And ok that shouldn't be to bad then. And is this like a school you go too?
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yeah :p nope its like a club...? i dunno but its after school for 2 hours twice a week n we get to go on training weekends and annual camps were we compete with other detachments :p howre u?
Anyways, whats up?
And Happy Valentine's Day💕
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I was looking through your quotes and you seem really depressed lately :(
I know how it feels to think no one cares about you and no one is there for you, but trust me, a lot of people really do love you. Even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, your family loves you a whole lot, and if they're true friends, then all of your friends care about you too. And your Witty family cares. And even if I don't know you very well, I care about you a lot ! I would hate to see another Wittian go, especially one with such great taste in music haha. Anyways, I'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to. My kik is americanidiot19 if you'd rather talk on there. Stay strong, and remember you are loved (:
yes. please yes. lol :p sooo how old were u when u first shot a gun....im in my spanish lesson ryt now lol
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