Quotes added on Saturday, July 3 2021
what do you do when you dont really feel like a person anymore but
everyone still perceives you? when nothing around you even feels
real and your memories all scatter until you dont know what is even
real and what is the dream world? everything that felt so vivid
could never have been real and everything that you forget are the
ones that are worth remembering. how do you manage to do everything
that you just do when you arent a person anymore. just a shell with
nothing left of you but shame, and love. so much love.
You wish you were special, but you're a
creep? Depending on how creepy, you
may already be special!
My uncle once told me 'There are no shortcuts to any
place worth going.'
I said 'To get here to see you, I took a short cut.'
My uncle pretty much leaves me alone now.
I said 'To get here to see you, I took a short cut.'
My uncle pretty much leaves me alone now.
surely you've forgotten but i cross this bridge each day. to remind myself i'm good. i worry i've become the antagonist. i keep crossing this bridge, it makes me sadder. more cold. i cross it and remember how hurt i was. crushed under confused yet precise rubber boots. golden child gifting me a fresh pink scar and a day off from school. i watch the current and think in silence for a few hours. salt in the wound as more tears flow. how sad and alone. what excuse would i present with tomorrow? i stifled whimpers back in bed. "i can take you to school right now if you want." awkward and out of place. sat across with a dumb look on your face. i keep crossing this bridge. pillow still soaked for the same old and new reasons. it's how i justify my actions. you were cruel. so i can at least be cold back.
