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I hate myself. I hate who I am. I hate what I see in the mirror.

I hate myself. I hate who I am. I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wake up with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to school in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack. Would anyone even care if I were gone? I walk around feeling empty inside and nobody notices. Why can't anyone see how sad I am? Can't anyone see how much pain I'm in? Can't anyone see my struggling to stay alive? I hate myself even more for having these thoughts. How weak is that? Why can't I get over it? I ask myself if this one cruel joke God is playing on me. Is this payback for all the bad that I've done in my life? I feel like the biggest piece of trash this world has to offer. I've been told that my whole life, so what does it matter if I live or die? I feel like I'm a burden to my family. I just want to be free from all this. I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I didn't look in the mirror and feel ashamed of who I am and what I've done. I hate my appearance. The way people look at me and judge me based on what I look like. I hate the feeling that people never notice I'm bleeding inside. I smile even though I want to scream and break down. What's hardest is transformation. Changing. I've tried loving myself, and even changing myself, but neither has worked more than temporarily. I still end up hating myself. I'm worthless. If there is nothing left to stay for, why hang around and suffer?
 

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Fake_a_smile 1 decade ago
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Lauren Song. shut up. you're gorgeous. And I would care. I would care. A lot. <333
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lillan122 1 decade ago
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I feel the same way every single day too.... We are good, please this suffering is what Jessie J went though, Katy Perry, Daniel Radcliff, and many more! Please dont end you life we all feel the same, if you end you life i'll end mines!
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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it actually made me tear up reading this and seeing that it's a top quote now. it means that 12 people feel this way and that KILLS. you are not worthless. you are human and you are flawed.
but you are NOT 'worthless.'
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posted November 11, 2012 at 3:15am UTC tagged with away messages

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