i need someone right now everything's going down hill i was

I don't really know what to say, Hannah :( pretty much all those people down there covered it, but I just want you to know I'm here if you want to talk, okay? I know it's hard, but hopefully it'll get better. I don't want to see you say stuff like that, because what you think of yourself isn't true, You're really beautiful, and funny and you're an amazing person all around. I'm glad I got to know you a little bit, cause you helped me a lot, too (: I'm always here, remember that, and I promise I'll listen. I don't care what it is, what its' about, when you want to talk, I'll just listen because I know that sometimes helps the most. <3

Thanks.. <3 i just kinda broke.

You're not worthless, you're not useless, you're not an eff up, or effing up, you're not terrible, and you don't let ME down. Looking at you're situation, I can tell your life isn't the easiest. But it's understandable. You were made for so much more than this. You're beautiful, though you may cut, though your not perfect, you're loved, by who? By me, and this love isn't the "girlfriend/boyfriend" kind of love. It's the "I'd risk my life to save you. No matter what you do, I will always love and care for you. I hate to see you especially like this. You're not a failure, not to me at least, and I'm here. I'll be watching over you, like a guardian Angel. Because I care about you. Even though I may not know you or talk to you often, I will always be here.
( I had originall written a much longer comment, but my iPod messed up and deleted the whole thing, sorry. But really, I care, and you will never "fail" in my eyes.)
Lots of love and care, Edgar

No you are not going to kill yourself. You’re going to survive regardless because you aren’t killing yourself tonight and you are never going to kill yourself. Why? Because you are better than that. Because you are stronger then this. Because you deserve to be happy and happiness is right around the corner if you believe. Because you have so many people that genuinely care about you. Because there are so many people that your death would affect. Because you have so many reasons to be alive and you just need to realize them. Because you are worth more than this. Because you are here for a reason. You wouldn’t be here if you weren’t meant to be. So you’re here to stay. Because you have held on for so long and you can keep holding on because you know better then to kill yourself. Because all these people who care about you, are worth your time for you to stay here, on earth. With them. Because there are people around you who cannot live a day without you in their life.
I understand that the pain is overwhelming, but this is not the right way to go.
You aren’t only scars and wounds. You aren’t only an addiction. You are not only your pain. There’s nothing wrong with you. You are so many better things. You are possibility and promise, hope and healing. You are strength and love. You are change and things worth fighting for. This is all your story and it isn’t over yet. There’s still hope. There’s still a future ahead of you. You’re beautiful and deserve more than hurting yourself.
Please, keep fighting. You can get through this and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will appreciate it so much more.
I love you & I care about you. It doesn't matter if I don't know you on a personal level.
By the way, sorry I didn't do this in reply form.

I.. Thank you. Thank you so much <3 this changed so much, just.. Thank you <3 i dont know what to say but thank you..

It's no problem at all. I'm glad you can back on, I was a little worried. I'm always here, don't ever hesitate to come to me.

thank you so much <3 like, you don't know that if it wasn't for what you said last night; I probably would have done some permanent damage.. and just.. thank you

I'm here for you, beautiful <3

hey dear, you have me. let it all out, i'm listening. <3

Im such a mess. I went two months without cutting and i broke it. I took a showerr, got out, looked in the mirror; and I was disgusted. I punched my stomach, cut more. I cant do this anymore. My mom is a cyincal cotrolling douche. I cant do anything. My dad is selling pills andd getting high way to often. Do you know what its like to wish your own parents would die? That makes me even more of a horrible person but its true. I hate myself for thinking thag way but these two people who were supposed to love me most have compmetly ruined my life. I used to be able to ignore it and be like "four more years and you can lean." That used to get me through it, but it doesn't anymore. I cant do it..