The most exciting/ most embarrassing thing
happened last night. I went to a school dance with my friends
at another all-girls school. The boys from the all-boys schools
met us there. I don't know a lot of boys like some people
do because I'm pretty shy. Anyway, in the last, say...20
minutes, this cute guy started dancing with me. My friends were
dancing with boys, too, so it was fine. I could tell he wanted
to kiss me because he kept leaning in but it wasn't
obvious. Then, his friend came over to him and told him they
needed to get on the bus. So, before he left he said, "I
have to leave now. Do I get a kiss?"
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
Oh my God it was so embarrassing because I freaking kissed his
cheek instead of his mouth because I've never kissed anyone
before. He gave me a funny look so I just TOLD HIM. I JUST
BLURTED IT OUT.
I said, "I've never kissed anyone before."
I KNOW SO EMBARRASSING.
But it's fine because he smiled a little and asked me to
put my name & number into his phone. Then later, he texts
me and asks me why "a pretty girl like you has never
kissed anyone before".
What just happened.
I can't even deal with myself right
now.