Depression Quote #6639722
all quotes · depression · help · alone · selfharm · away messages ·

I'm sorry I am not perfect. I'm sorry I cut. I'm

I'm sorry I am not perfect.
I'm sorry I cut.
I'm sorry I break my promises.
I'm sorry I want to give up.
I'm sorry I want to die.
I'm sorry I want to kill myself.
I'm sorry I hide my emotions.
I'm sorry I lie and say I'm fine.
I'm sorry I am pushing you away.

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lillan122 1 decade ago
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Aww u ok?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Not really, but I'll be fine hopefully :L
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lillan122 1 decade ago
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It'll be ok, dont worry child heavens got a plan for you!
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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haha lol :) thanks :) x
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lillan122 1 decade ago
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:)
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Please don't be sorry....just try :) anyways I'm here for you to vent....all the time <3
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Thanks <3
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Anytime...so how are you?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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honestly, I'm annoyed, tired, fustrated, angry, sad, depressed, hungry, etc. you?
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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What's wrong? And go eat....I'm bored and trying to do some homework but Internet keeps calling me away :)
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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well my bipolar and social anxiety thought it would be a good day to act up. I would eat but I can't. and lol fair enough. I always leave homework until the last minute :P
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Oh. Well if it makes you feel better I yelled at a jerk in Spanish for saying dance isn't a sport? I know that doesn't help much....and why can't you eat?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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LOL! that's something I would do. I mean dance is like my life! and I have an eating disorder and the thought of food makes me want to throw up :L
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha yeah! High five to dance! And just start a little at a time....eating enough is good for you. Just eat healthy and not too much. But not eating is bad
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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haha lol! I am recovering - I think, I mean I'm eating an apple a day which is more than I was eating.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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That's good! At least you're getting better :) I'm still recovering from self-harm but I love food too much <3
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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thanks :) you too! I wish I could stop selfharming- but I've become addicted to pain- that sounds so stupid- but I have but I really need to stop if I want to follow my dreams and have my dream career. x
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Same...I don't do it deep though because I don't want permanent scars so my cousins don't call me weak for falling to that
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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same but I do sometimes do it really deep, but I've got to avoid it when I can because I've got a really over-protective brother and he has enough to deal with without me adding to it.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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:'( I know the feeling. My entire family is over-protective and they just need to back off. They just out more pressure on me by being so protective
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Yeah! and they just don't get the more they go on about stuff or nag, It just puts more pressure on us, to be what they want us to be or do what they want when really all you want to do is break down and cry.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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I know! It's probably easier for you though because you can cry....I never cry more than 3 times a year and it sucks
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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pfft I wish. I've either got my brother breathing down my neck, my mum nagging me, or I'm at school -.- crying isn't an option for me anymore. I've got to be strong.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Oh. It's an option for me....I just can't. I've tried to let it all out and cry until my pillows wet...I can't cry. I've gotten so used to being tough that I can't let it go anymore
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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same :( I seriously hate it :L anyway weird question are you part of any fandoms?? - its weird I know but still :P
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha no problem. I actually love weird questions but not really. I'm in love with many celebrities but I'm not part of any fandoms....what about you?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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lol I blurt out the most randomiest things. and yeah I'm a dedicated Potterhead. I like percy jackson. the hunger games. maxium ride. - I'm a bit of a nerd. but hey the world needs nerds!!
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha nice and yes. The world needs more nerds because they're the smart ones that don't f/ck everything up :) and Percy Jackson series are amazing and the guy that plays him in the movie is hot
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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yep, except I have no common sense :L and I know!! I literally cried at the end of Mark of Athena! and Logan Lerman Is just awesome! except they changed loads in the films :L and now I'm rambling like a fangirl- wait I am a fangirl- meh oh well.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Oh I know! It was so awesome but they took away half of the characters! I was so mad at that! But common sense isn't too common so it's not really common sense...
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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I know but in the nest film Clarisse's gonna be there! and I know they should re-name it to something like Rare-Sense :L so where you from?
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Yay! And they really should! I'm from Georgia, USA and wanting to move out sooooo bad because I don't care for where I live...what about you?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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cool! I live in Walrs (UK) but I was born in england. so my mums welsh my dads english. my grandfather is norweign. so that means I can speak english, some welsh, part norweign and I'm quite fluent in greek- we always spent holidays over there so I picked it up
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Cool! I've always wanted to visit Greece and wales and Norway...I've been to England twice though and I love it. I'm quite fluent in Arabic though because I always go to Lebanon for the summer...both of my parents are from there and I wanna move there so bad
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha I guess....it works a lot when you wanna talk about someone with a family member and the person you're talking about doesn't understand you xD
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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yeah, I do that but in greek. its really funny because they ask me how to say things but I give them something completely different xD
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha I know! I once cursed a guy out in Arabic but used a really nice tone to do so. The teacher asked what I said and I said I was giving him compliments.....xD funniest thing ever
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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LOL! I've so gotta do that!
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Haha....yeah. It's really fun and you don't have to hold it all in :)
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Thanks :)
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Thanks :)
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Anytime Hun <3 so how was your day today?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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it was okay I guess, yours?
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Better than yesterday. Could use room for improvement though...
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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good :) and everyday is like that for me :L
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Yeah...I used to find the good in my days. I'm just getting depressed now :/
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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yep and it sucks :L sometimes I wonder what the point in staying here- living- is. :L
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Sam...then I think of my friends and stay for them
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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same, but now its getting harder, they're all joking around calling me lazy and fat and stuff but I'm really starting to hate them even though I know they're joking :L
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Then tell them how it makes you feel! If they still don't stop look for other friends cause they're not real if they don't stop
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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I'm going to :L they pretty much ignored me all day today. :(
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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:( that's not good! You deserve much better than that! Whyw pull they ignore you anyways!? You're so nice and all <3
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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I know, and I'm not sure, and thanks you too! <3
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Thanks :) and sorry those typos were really bad...I meant why would they*
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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nps :) and dw about it :P how 's ur day been?
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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:) I've been home sick all day but it's been relaxing...what about you?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Aw whats wrong? and not much better than yesterday :L I had parents evening tonight aswell.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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I have a fever :( anyways what's parents night?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Aww get better soon! and its where your parents coming into your school and speak to all your teachers to see how your doing.
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Thanks:) and we have student/parent/teacher conferences once or twice a year...
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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cool, we have psarents evening every other year xD
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Oh haha cool :) is it fun?
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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not really, it's all so formal and stuff. :L
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago
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Oh...yeah this isn't formal but we spend a moth doing all sorts of fancy stuff to get ready for it :/
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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fe sounds cool :)
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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parents*
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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LOL! I've so gotta do that!
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bettyann123 1 decade ago
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Wales*
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