Imagine
this...
One day you and your
husband, or you and your wife go to the doctors, you find out that
you are pregnant! you celebrate you plan your future you dream of
all things happy, you wonder what it will be, a boy or a girl???
You find you'd be happy with both, nine months pass, the female
is on the table, she's giving birth, out comes the baby. It
cries you hear its glorious voice, you get shot into the future you
imagine them going to school, first date, all of the firsts, you
hold it close and smile. 5 years later your little baby starts
school, mommy and daddy feel lonely so they plan another baby, by
the age of 6 you have a new child, another bit of perfection! By the age of ten the
first child feels ignored, the second feels adored, the eldest
shrugs the feeling off, says to themselves it will get better as
time goes on. You are pregnant again, you say this is your last
child, you make it the best. The eldest was a boy, strong, smart,
loving and a sweet brother, the second was a daughter, you swore to
her you'd never let her littel heart be broken, the last was a
son, another one, a trouble maker. By age two his main goal is to
steal the spotlight, by age five all he wants is mommy and
daddy's eyes on him. The eldest feels ignored, but he's
fifteen he pushes through, the daughter cries for you, all she
wants is your attention, but your eyes are on the youngest, you
want to treasure his childhood. 3 years flash by, your oldest is
graduating, poof into college, he kisses his sister's head and
tells her he'll always be there for her, then he leaves. You
still are treasuring the youngest, you want him to stay a baby, so
you ignore your daughter. She cries out for help, shes 15 now, she
sobs, she starves herself to be perfect for another man some day,
and she slices her skin. You've lost all interest in her, she
only wants to be alone anyway, you let her. She rememebers her
brother, who is now in college, who never comes home, she wants him
to be there, she wants him to care, she needs him. Finally at age
16 she can't take it anymore, everyone is prettier, everyone is
more loved, she takes a bottle of pills, puts her head in the
noose, and steps off of the chair. Suddenly you have a flash back,
to that beautiful baby girl in your arms, you cry out, begging her
to come back, but it's too late, don't you see? You killed
your own child, you didn't see it, you can only blame yourself.
The day of the funeral her brother comes back into town, he cries
on the grave of his dead little sister, he begs her to forgive him,
he begs her to come back. But she can't, she's dead. Your
eldest turns to alcohol, drinking away the memories, in 5 years
he's a full blown alcoholic, and he takes his life and kills
himself, he needs her in his life. Your youngest is alone now, you
try to stay strong, you try todo everything
for him but you just can't. Both of his parents fall into
depression and he's left alone. He struggles through but all of
a sudden he's faced with bullying, they say he's the reason
that his sister killed herself, was it true? He clings to drugs,
they take him away into a place of peace, at age 18 he's almost
going to graduate, he panics, he over doses and you are alone. All
of you children are dead, what do you do now? Life is over,
you live but its a constant struggle, it never gets better, it
never gets easier. You wish you could go back, you would do
anything just to see them again, but you can't. You die
inside.
Yes you matter, don't give up. And
always pay attention to others actions. Save a life.
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You, my good sir, deserve a nobel prize or some crap.
I need some Ice-cream and mean girls to be able to stop crying at how amazing this is, Keep writing<3