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This is how my past April has gone. (Btw I know the month isn't

This is how my past April has gone. (Btw I know the month isn't finished yet I'm just gonna post this anyway)

The day before Spring Break let out I got introuble at school for making a fake twitter account using my teacher's name. That day I was so scared that I kept on quietly telling myself that I should just go die. Appearently my best friend heard me saying this. Fast forward to the first day back from Spring Break. On April 8 and 9 I was at home serving my suspension. On April 10 I went into school for an in-school suspension and I had to write an apology to my teacher. That same day my counselor told my mom and me that my BFF told the school I was depressed and suicidal. She sent us to a Outpatient Care Facility that helps teens and kids deal with school problems, depression, suicidal attempts and thoughts, self-harm, drug and alcohol problems, etc. There I met a man named Doug, who runs the facility and he helped me to quickly get enrolled into the program. Each day they serve us breakfast and lunch, give us 2 and 1/2 hours a day to do school work, and help us deal with our problems. I have been at my Care Center for 2 weeks now. Everyone there is very nice and helpful with my depression and suicidal thoughts. Through this experience I have lost friends and gain stronger relationships with some.

I thought I would bring this story to Witty. Look up facilities like this in your area. I know there are many people on here who struggle with these things and I hope that this little story can help you. I wish you all the best of luck.

I also just want to thank Cameron (Cammie on witty) for sticking with me through all this. Thank you <3

PS Sorry if I bore all of you.

38 Comments

DeeperThanThisSkin 1 decade ago
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In my opinion it looks like your friend was just worried about you. I had a similar experience and I talked to my friend about it and she explained everything to me. Were friends still. Maybe you should talk to them because they could have just been trying to make sure you nwere safe. Because nthnyn care.
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Christa133 1 decade ago
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pfsh I might still care, but she doesn't
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DeeperThanThisSkin 1 decade ago
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how do you know unless you talk to her. im just saying don't give up on a friendship that ewasy, because that one friend could be the one person who is always gonna be there for you even if you don't think she is. Ya Know?
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SecretLife96 1 decade ago
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What was the name of the facility called? I went to something like this actually!
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Melrose* 1 decade ago
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Why the hell are people saying that girl isn't a real 'best friend' no. That's exactly what a friend is.
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Christa133 1 decade ago
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THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hazzahamster 1 decade ago
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You are a brilliant and inspirational person and your school is stupid - awesome prank though and I wouldn't call that girl your best friend, if she did that - the people who you're with now seem like much better people, you should stick with them. Kudos to you for staying strong <3
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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Why wouldn't see be called a best friend if she told the school?
She was obviously trying to get help for her.
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hazzahamster 1 decade ago
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I have no idea why I put a smiley face... Please ignore that, I was being distracted by someone...
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hazzahamster 1 decade ago
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Yeah, I get that, but it's not very nice for a friend to go behind her back and tell on her to the school, her intentions were good but I don't think she did it in the right way - I have a friend and that happened to her, she told the school and my friend doesn't like her anymore because she felt betrayed by it :)
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Christa133 1 decade ago
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I don't care if this is late, but I think you need to know this...I NEVER EVER TOLD THE WHOLE SCHOOL! Literally I told the guidance counselor so she could get help
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hazzahamster 1 decade ago
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I said tell on her 'to' the school, not told the whole school. Does that make sense?? Also, I was only making that comment based on experience from my best friend - but you obviously meant to get your friend help. You seem like a good person. I'm sorry about assuming.
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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Why did you make the twitter to begin with? How did they find out?
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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idk how they found out. i did it to prank my friends originally
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bibomoo 1 decade ago
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Personally, I wouldn't call her your best friend, and your school is over reacting (as long as you've deleted it). I'd say screw it, and just stay at that center thing forever. The people seem better.
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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the thing is i cant stay there forever. as much as i want to (and i want to soooo badly) i cant/ and yes my school did over react. it was so effing scary.
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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You're welcome :)
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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:') bffs forever?
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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I hope so
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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same here. but christas gonna have a cow or the whole barn. idk
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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How so?
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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i didnt say thanks to her. shes gonna be p/ssed
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Christa133 1 decade ago
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u sure guessed right
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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because she told me to leave the program. she said its getting worse at school for me. she wanted me to quit just so i would still have friends at school. she didnt want me to leave the program even though i was getting help.
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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like i care. as long as i have my friends i dont give a f/ck what those b/tches are sayin. its none of their business so why worry or talk about it. what are they sayin about me?
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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im just curious. its human nature. what do you mean not only the random people at school are saying things??? is christa talking about me behind my back??
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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i know that people are gonna hound me with questions and cr@p when i get back. i got that. but christa wanted me to leave the program when she clearly saw that i was getting help to deal with my depression. what was her reaction to the convo???
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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suuuuuuuure she does. people already teased me and ignored me. why would teachers act different? just because i went to this facility? thats stupid. im the same person, even better maybe! they shouldnt treat me different. thats just stupid.
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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why are the teachers gonna act different??
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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peacegirl270 1 decade ago
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nooooo....i wouldnt ask if it was obvious...
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Cammie 1 decade ago
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Nevermind. Feel better soon. See you when I can.
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