I want
to die
but I
don't want
to suicide.
I have the
guts to
suicide
but its
not about
that. I
don't want
anyone
to feel
guilty. I
don't want
my bestfriends
to think
they weren't
there
for me
enough.
I don't
want my
parents
to feel
that way
either
although
they are
one of
the reasons
I don't
want to
live. But
there
are many
more reasons
I want my
Life to
end ;__;