Whether or not you succeed in getting a degree, please don't give up on life. It has so much beauty, and with that comes the inevitable ugliness, and I'm sorry that the latter is all you seem to be seeing/experiencing right now, but the tides will turn. A degree is an incredible achievement, but it doesn't define your worth, regardless of what society may try to have you believe. It is possible to be successful and find happiness with or without one, and I wish you both these things in abundance in time. Hang in there, and don't hesitate to message me if you want to talk about anything you're struggling with in particular. I believe in you my friend, truly and so so much. ♥