i really hate myself right now.

Do not hate yourself habibi. if you've made a mistake thats normal we are humans at the end. look on your good points and make yourself better. we are in a strange bad life and some people who are happy or rich are blind not more.
https://www.facebook.com/EmanAbuSurour
this is my facebook account
I can be your friend if you wanted
I love you

thanks i will be kinder to myself.