now my belly will ache in the name of poor self regulation. you

now my belly will ache in the name of poor self regulation.
you won't question it until the 34th hour.
cause that's all you ever noticed. 
telling you i'm not doing well wasn't enough.
it always took a hunger strike to earn your attention.
one day i will be above this all.
one day i won't yearn for your concern at all.