I now know what it feels like to recieve the bare minimum when

I now know what it feels like to recieve the bare minimum 
when he says I love you  because he has to. 
Everytime I express myself 
I am gaslighting 
I am crazy
I am dramatic
The worst part is I started to believe him. 
because I'm dating a Narcissist
I don't even know what love feels like anymore.