years ago I made a quote about a boy who smiles for free I realized

years ago I made a quote
about a boy who smiles for free 
I realized I'm the one who smiles for free 
that boy never really smiled  
it was me. 
why do I smile?
becuase you told me it's perfect
but you didn't really.  
I just want someone to say it. 
I want the person I love 
to write words that make me 
stop posting sad things on witty.