I'm sick of being alone
I wish to be locked
away
in a cool, dark, shadowed place
where no one can see my face
somewhere to be in my own space
I need a reminder that I matter
because
I can not see straight lately.
because
I can not see straight lately.
"I'm just trying to figure out why she's attached to me"
~~~Because you care for her, you've been around since day 1, its easy for her to talk to you, you guys are close and she doesnt want to share you. They're the same reasons why a girl gets attached to their bf so easily. Unless he doesnt give a million damns about you as much as he says he does and then you try to convince yourself its okay, as long as youre there, its okay but really its not because he still doesnt give a damn. Sure, we get attached, but it's because we think you care. Because you once did or told us you did. And when you don't, we freak out wondering why we aren't worth your time to care about us~~~
~~~Because you care for her, you've been around since day 1, its easy for her to talk to you, you guys are close and she doesnt want to share you. They're the same reasons why a girl gets attached to their bf so easily. Unless he doesnt give a million damns about you as much as he says he does and then you try to convince yourself its okay, as long as youre there, its okay but really its not because he still doesnt give a damn. Sure, we get attached, but it's because we think you care. Because you once did or told us you did. And when you don't, we freak out wondering why we aren't worth your time to care about us~~~
They tell me to "move on with your life".~But what am I supposed
to do with the life we made that was meant to be ours? ~We
combined our lives together, never thought we would need reason
to separate.~Except, that was just me.~You always had a backup
plan.~I was a distraction.~Or was the act you put on distracting
me?~How do I move on with the life that was meant to be
ours...~How will I move on with the life I supposedly had, whilst
you went behind my back and made a new one?
~One day, we said it'll be only us. Nobody else. ~One
day, we said it's over. We were through.~One day, I wanted you to
call me, just so I had a reason to yell.~One day, I told
everybody, including me, I was happy.~One day, I said I wouldn't
shed a tear.~One day, I never thought it'd be me, calling
you.
~The voices in our head are the same ones that tell us
we're not loved by the ones we love most~
