The worst part is,
I have split so badly that nothing matters
anymore. I feel nothing, I can't attach
to anyone and nothing feels real. Not even
my closest friend.
What you don't
realize is just how badly I've split.
I've never felt more alone and isolated
from all those I hold dear whilst they move
on through life without me just
fine.
It has a name, the thing that has ruined my life for
years. Its called borderline personality disorder and it explains
so much. Ive never been more releaved or scared