what do you do when you dont really feel like a person anymore but
everyone still perceives you? when nothing around you even feels
real and your memories all scatter until you dont know what is even
real and what is the dream world? everything that felt so vivid
could never have been real and everything that you forget are the
ones that are worth remembering. how do you manage to do everything
that you just do when you arent a person anymore. just a shell with
nothing left of you but shame, and love. so much love.
If you see this say
heya!
Sometimes, when you don't know where to start... You
just have to do it anyways and hope for the best
I use
to be
able
to say
that
you'd never see me smile
in pictures. But
today.
You're
the
reason
why.
I can't
help
but wonder
why
I
can remain
only looking
at your
face
and feeling
only your
body,
for the
rest of
my life,
never
even
being
attracted
to another
man.
But why you can't go a few seconds without having thoughts about other women. You think I don't hear you talk about her. You think I don't see what you're looking at while you sit right next to me.
But I do, and i know it's silly but it hurts.
But why you can't go a few seconds without having thoughts about other women. You think I don't hear you talk about her. You think I don't see what you're looking at while you sit right next to me.
But I do, and i know it's silly but it hurts.
You'll
probably
think
back
once karma comes around
to
kick
you
in the àss
Shout out to my meds for making me sleep al the time so I don't
have to feel the pain.
