“His nakedness makes me conscious of my nakedness. He’s too
close even though he’s not. When his eyes linger on my bare
shoulder, I feel as if the water has suddenly gone cold. I don’t
want to feel this, but I do. I’m conscious of my eyes settling at
various parts of his body. I want to look away, look at his eyes or
something, but I can’t. It roves on his body like I’m roadside
lover. “
It feels like a homecoming to visit witty, member since 2014. its
been a decade and witty knows every bit of me.
At the end of the day i'm the one
you text when you're in hospital.
I'm the one you stay back hours for. I'm the one you text during the day, at night, midnight and when the sun rises. I make you laugh and match your meme energy.
I'm the first one who showed interest in your journey to GOD. THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE EMBARASSING. i'M THE ONE WHO TRIED TO SUPPORT YOU WITHOUT JUDGEMENT.
AT THE END OF THE DAY IT'S BEEN ME.
SO HERE I AM.
it
feels like i'm just standing still and
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
watering a flowing stream.
i don't see the point cause there is no point.
yet here i am.
it's like i'm setting myself up
for the biggest fall of my life.
i know myself,
it's THE ONE THING I WOULD NEVER COMPROMISE.
he's too cute.
his eyes, smile, laugh.
i like it all.
But i know how it would end.
so here i am.
02:28am
Alex would say something to calm me down
no one will know me like he did.
Eli would distract me with a show or song
no one will make me smile like he did.
David would tell me shut up.
no one says it like him.
Alex would say something to calm me down
Eli would distract me with a show or song
David would tell me shut up.
02:24am
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
My love, victory is coming. Oh sweetheart, we will not
leave you to a usurping enemy. Oh my love, we will fill you with
our blood. Oh land of olives, your strong trees taught us
perseverance. I will be an olive tree in the ground with very
strong roots that will never leave. Oh my love, your air gives
back to the soul and life. My love, I will not betray you, and
I'll never love anyone more than you. Oh my love, you gave birth
to Christ who said: Blessed are I and the land in which I was
born
My love, victory is coming. Oh sweetheart, we will not
leave you to a usurping enemy. Oh my love, we will fill you with
our blood. Oh land of olives, your strong trees taught us
perseverance. I will be an olive tree in the ground with very
strong roots that will never leave. Oh my love, your air gives
back to the soul and life. My love, I will not betray you, and
I'll never love anyone more than you. Oh my love, you gave birth
to Christ who said: Blessed are I and the land in which I was
born
