Love Quotes

do you think one day i can tell you it all?
it would be the debrief of all debriefs.
i’d let you know of my thoughts the whole way through.

i still think it will happen.
if not you, then who?

i just want to be together, damn it.
i want to call you when there's a new dessert place to try.
i want to just sit in your car and drive.
we already do these things but i want them all the time.
i love you, i love you. there. i confess to myself for the thousandth time.
i just want to be with you all the time. :(
i just want to be with you for the rest of my life :((

my heart blushes for you a thousand blooms.
this doesn't make sense, but what can i do?
i know we could be so perfect for eachother.
i'm going to make myself accept that we're just not meant to be together.
in my eyes you've been my rory.
the fact that you even get this is grand.
i'm still not making much sense but this jibberish is all i have.
i'm sure i'll meet my match. my one. 
a part of me still believes i can find him in you.
but holding onto that hope only opens the wound.
one day i will tell you.
on one condition.
when we are both happily in love with others or eachother.
only then.
but what good would it do if we're not together.
so i'll revise the clause. 
i'll confess it all when we're together.
see, i don't even use the word if.
it's always been when. like it was just a matter of time.
time will tell.
am i a fool or a intuitive lover girl.
time will tell.

if i am to pass away without my final goodbye to you. 
look at the flowers as you walk by. 
look up at the stars and remember all the long nights. 
remember me as i was  
not by the constant of the number on a calendar.  
mourn me in peace
grieve me in small moments.
because if you truly loved me 
you'd know I'd never want to see you sad. 


8-1-24  
 

I get my thrills from my story telling  
because we are dry old married couple.  

i tried to replace you, but you're still my muse.
when he texted me back
and i felt my stomach twist,
i knew it then for sure it's only you that i want.
with your flaws and all.
for the longest time, i've been yours.
like a duck to water, you'll find your way to me.
i'll let you be mine when you're ready to be.