I'm tired of fighting
no more weapons
my bones are yours
I have nothing left.
how did this happen again?
I never learn my lesson.
no more weapons
my bones are yours
I have nothing left.
how did this happen again?
I flew 4000 miles to meet you
he is as beautiful as fresh honey
and he doesn't see it.
I didn't fly 4000 miles
it was just a dream.
*was it?*
I d k
he is as beautiful as fresh honey
and he doesn't see it.
I didn't fly 4000 miles
it was just a dream.
*was it?*
I d k
One little fight
breaks into war.
it's my fault.
it's ok.
i'll be ok.
i'm back here.
to stay ok.
breaks into war.
it's my fault.
it's ok.
i'll be ok.
i'm back here.
to stay ok.
Something unexpected happened last night. I'd be lying if I
said that I never fantasized about it happening, I just didn't
think it would actually come to fruistion. But it did happen, and
it felt like I was in an early 2000's romcom. Or that elevator
scene between Jess and Nick in "New Girl". Same thing
right?
I feel good about this. While I do have some worries, he doesn't seem like the type of guy to lead someone on. I want to take things slow, I know how I am when things start to go too fast. Moving forward with this situation, I want to make sure I don't compromise my boundries and stay true to myself. I also want to be comfortable enought with each other to communicate what we want and not feel weird asking for something we need from the other. I do hope this leads to some sort of commitment down the road, because I really want that stability. I want to be seen with him, go on dates, get to know each other, make plans or trips, and whatever else we decide.
I feel good about this. While I do have some worries, he doesn't seem like the type of guy to lead someone on. I want to take things slow, I know how I am when things start to go too fast. Moving forward with this situation, I want to make sure I don't compromise my boundries and stay true to myself. I also want to be comfortable enought with each other to communicate what we want and not feel weird asking for something we need from the other. I do hope this leads to some sort of commitment down the road, because I really want that stability. I want to be seen with him, go on dates, get to know each other, make plans or trips, and whatever else we decide.
I'm at a point in my life where I know I deserve
better, but I still find myself compromising my emotional needs
for someone who takes so much of my being.
This cycle has to end.
This cycle has to end.
You are
not responsible for someone else's happiness
