I wait for you pop online or for a reply
I genuinely love getting a response.
it hurts me that I'm always initating contact (I'll get interrupted by him when he
says he does all the calling but he also forgot how he told me he
hates when I call him)
I feel like I'm always waiting for a message.
The truth is i feel like I'm just an option for you.
there's no effort from you in this relationships
anymore.
your priorities are quite obvious and I know things have
changed.
it feels like you don't care about us anymore? (interrupted by saying how i don't care and
it's my own fault for not communcating with him)
I understand that people find more interesting things to
do.
Please don't make me feel like a clown.
Can you be honest with me?
When you asked me if i was happy in this relationship and i said
yes without a second thought.
were you looking for an out?
just tell me and i won't bother you again. (he'll go on sayinng how i said i was happy and fine
and this is stupid and me feeling lonely and wanting him to do so
much is not possible) i'll sit and listen to him scold me on how wrong i am for
feeling this way.
when he could easily just say yes.
I wish he'd take a chance to see it from my point of
view
even just once.
because i think im finally at my last thread. . .
who are you kidding, you know you will let him
step on you over and over again.
because the idea of letting that thread go
hurts you more then anything else he could
say.
I now know what it feels like to recieve the bare
minimum
when he saysI love
you because he has to.
Everytime I express myself
I am gaslighting
I am crazy
I am dramatic
The worst part is I started to believe him. because I'm dating a Narcissist
I don't even know what love feels like anymore.
Aliens that are shown on TV programs are myths and do not exist.
But jinn (like goblins) live in space and on earth. We as humans
do not see them, but animals see these beings, such as donkeys
and roosters.