Status Quotes

one day. one day. all it would take is just one day then from then it’s set. i’d be set free from all this

i think it would really take another. i haven’t seen it in myself all this time. i’d need someone to tell me over and over and over again. a voice that isn’t mine that i can trust wholeheartedly.

maybe i hold this burden till the day i die. maybe i don’t have someone in this life that will get me completely. maybe i’m really just as i’d always feared. a lone dreamer with no one to call home. i was always strong and i will always be strong. sometimes i still think about a long sleep that will wash these intense feelings away. but i overcome.

one of these days i'll find the one that ticks all my boxes
and you'll say you wish you were him.
and i might laugh and tell you it could have been.

everything reminds me of you
but i will overcome this too

all you do is lead me on and disappoint me.
i don't want to care about you anymore.
do not disturb is on.

hate that you say what we have is different.
hate that you got me this way.

i wanted you till the end but this won't ever work for me.

hate that my room is filled with the things you've gifted me
hate that my mind is filled with the memories you've given me.

but this won't ever work.
you don't know how to love me.
you don't know how to hear me.

you just don't know how to be a man for me.
you just can't ever seem to understand me
and it's frustrating.

you just stress me out and waste my time.

so far beyond disappointed.
felt like a nail in the coffin.
you're not really dependable now are you?

a part of me wants to believe that i could wait *forever* for you, 
but a part of me also knows i love myself too much to ever do that.