i had
the
time
of my
life
fighting
dragons
with
you
you were my escape
you are now my safe space
to true friendship
you are now my safe space
to true friendship
maybe i don't get me. maybe i don't get loyal, ride or die. maybe i don't get as long as you're happy. maybe i don't get passionate and particular. maybe i just don't get what i feel like i need. maybe it's not going to be me first. maybe i'll be back burner, pre-occupied after thought. maybe i'm not loved uncontionally. maybe it's not easy. maybe it's really hard. maybe it doesn't all feel like it's worth it and i have to brave face it for the rest of my life. maybe the lump in my throat and tightness in my chest never abandon me. maybe my fears are a premonition and eternal sadness is promised. maybe. but god please. maybe not.
maybe
i hold
this burden
till the
day i die.
maybe
i don’t
have someone
in this
life that
will get me
completely.
maybe i’m
really
just
as i’d
always feared.
a lone
dreamer
with no
one to
call home. i
was always
strong
and i
will always
be strong.
sometimes
i still
think about
a long
sleep that
will wash
these intense
feelings
away. but i
overcome.
Wow, I was quite the writer for an angsty teenager just trying to survive...
I wonder where she went.
