I use
to be
able
to say
that
you'd never see me smile
in pictures. But
today.
You're
the
reason
why.
You'll
probably
think
back
once karma comes around
to
kick
you
in the àss
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We are soft, malleable things behind our
brittle masks. We dance to the music of
of our dying days, and the champagne tastes
a little bit like sadness, but maybe if we
drink enough of it we will drown. I'm sick
of wanting things I can't have. I'm sick
of feeling sick, with my life, with myself.
I'm sick of gritting my teeth for people
who would sooner punch through them.
I'm sick of smiling for a world that doesn't
want to look me in the eyes.
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We are soft, malleable things behind our
brittle masks. We dance to the music of
of our dying days, and the champagne tastes
a little bit like sadness, but maybe if we
drink enough of it we will drown. I'm sick
of wanting things I can't have. I'm sick
of feeling sick, with my life, with myself.
I'm sick of gritting my teeth for people
who would sooner punch through them.
I'm sick of smiling for a world that doesn't
want to look me in the eyes.
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i like looking at people but
i don't like when they look at me
You
can't
break
if you're
already
broken.
But
d@mn,
those
pieces
can
still
shatter.
It's just a fantasy
taking over like a
disease
pull me out of this I
CAN'T BREATHE
it's burning through my chest
taking over like a
disease
pull me out of this I
CAN'T BREATHE
it's burning through my chest
i wish i had someone to speak with.
i am so lonely.
i am so lonely.
oh god, i'm alone again
I’ve been screaming for
years
and no one has ever heard me.
and no one has ever heard me.
I look at her and wonder sometimes if she is drowning in the still air
