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I keep on dancing through the quicksand
Now I know that I'm the one
That I run to and that I chase
I am the savior, I am the safe
I got a sun nobody can break
Now I know that I'm the one

we almost made it five years

I used to hold back messages to the man before you,
I never thought I’d feel once more
the ache I thought I’d felt before.

Now every night, I check the light—
are you still up? Are you all right?
But still I wait, I say no word,
afraid my voice won’t even be heard.

I never thought I’d be here again,
wondering where you are,
wondering if you even miss me.

I miss the peace your love had shown—
the way it felt to not feel alone.
You gave me safety at the start…
so where now hides your once-full heart?

I miss the quiet safety you once wrapped me in,
the warmth of being sure.

Tell me…
where did it all go?

I no longer begged for love that once was,
no longer pleaded for affection in my language.
He smiled, thinking I’d finally learned to be good—
but the truth is,
I simply gave up.

when he left i lost myself in my head
i changed 
 

my safe place 🖤

I have a good, stable job. 
I have a car, with my name on it.
I have a place of my own, and my cats.
I have a college degree. 
I have hobbies.
I have family.
I have friends.
 
I have self doubt.
I have anxiety.
I have insecurities.
I have loneliness. 
I have pain.
 
I have goals, and ambition.
I have dreams.
I have plans.
I have hope.
 
I have all of these things, and I don’t feel good enough. 
I don’t feel accomplished.
I don’t feel sufficient. 
 
I need to do more.
 
This is what it means to be when you follow societal expectations. 
This is what people are talking about when they tell you not to worry about what everyone else thinks. 
This is what people are talking about when they say follow your heart, 
listen to your dreams, 
do what makes you happy. 
& most importantly- 
stay true to YOURSELF.
 
The only person that will spend every single breath of life with you, is you. 
So make it count. Do what you want to do. 
Be who you want to be.
 
No dream is too big or out of reach. Nothing is unreaslistic. 

17.05.2025
Happy birthday, Sesame ♡
I don't know where you are, how you are, or if you even remember me. But I will always remember you as my BFFL. Best Fantage Friend for Life.
(Actually, did we say BBBF or BFFF? I can't remember... been 12 years...)
Also my WittyP anniversary!!!