Silence settles on the thin tension of time. Each hand slowly
casting their shadows blind. With a calming deep breath the eyes
cover with halves. Chills cover with each beat of the heart
spreading its paths. A mind never set so clear and free. Hold your
chin up high Take a breath as you close your eyes While you feel at
ease With these moment passing A breath can get caught with a reach
of the mind. Trembling you stand with tension of fear Eyes shooting
open as you discover what you find. Holding back the blank stare
while you lose a tear.
Slightly out of focus Before it goes. A smile touches the lip while
all thoughts pause. Small particles scatter where the light beam
shows. Pure bliss settles with a content cause. A deep hug of the
sheets before they toss. Feet land upon the floor with a certainty.
Flavors fill with a blend before flossing. One last mirror check
before the day begins. A Good Morning Arose.
It wasn't the silence But the absence That crippled my thoughts Had
my heart stop Teetering on the verge Of a sudden urge When the pain
released The hold beneath My feet Trying to survive When I rather
die In a moment of strength I cling to weakness As I exhale A
whisper Meant to be a yell
ā
ā
fly
fly
and forget what it felt like to fall
ā
why am i always the one comforting you? if you told me you were
in a slump i’d try to cheer you up. that’s what i do.
you say i’m one of your favourite people. but you
can’t even see through me. i can’t let myself love
you anymore. you’re texting me now about other things. i
just want to talk about my feelings. you say you’re my safe
space but sometimes i can’t feel it. i’m really
disappointed in you. you say were similar but sometimes i feel
like i’m too much for you. you love that i empathise with
you and care deeply but these deep feelings need a place to go
too. i missed you and told you how i felt. you said you felt that
way too. i really wanted you to ask me how i am. sometimes
you’re amazing. sometimes you hurt me without knowing it.
i’m really sensitive we’ve been over this. just wish
you would drop everything for me like i try to do for you. cause
right now i feel silly sad and used.
do you
think one
day i
can tell
you it
all?
it would be the debrief of all debriefs.
iād let you know of my thoughts the whole way through.
i still think it will happen.
if not you, then who?
it would be the debrief of all debriefs.
iād let you know of my thoughts the whole way through.
i still think it will happen.
if not you, then who?
Don't
be afraid
to fail,
Be afraid
Not
to try.
I am
one
step
away
from
being
rich,
All I need now is money.
I Wish
Everything
Was
as Easy
as Getting Fat.
as Getting Fat.
