maybe i don't get me. maybe i don't get loyal, ride or die. maybe i don't get as long as you're happy. maybe i don't get passionate and particular. maybe i just don't get what i feel like i need. maybe it's not going to be me first. maybe i'll be back burner, pre-occupied after thought. maybe i'm not loved uncontionally. maybe it's not easy. maybe it's really hard. maybe it doesn't all feel like it's worth it and i have to brave face it for the rest of my life. maybe the lump in my throat and tightness in my chest never abandon me. maybe my fears are a premonition and eternal sadness is promised. maybe. but god please. maybe not.
maybe
i hold
this burden
till the
day i die.
maybe
i don’t
have someone
in this
life that
will get me
completely.
maybe i’m
really
just
as i’d
always feared.
a lone
dreamer
with no
one to
call home. i
was always
strong
and i
will always
be strong.
sometimes
i still
think about
a long
sleep that
will wash
these intense
feelings
away. but i
overcome.
Hello Everyone! According to witty i have not been on for like
9yrs. It randomly came to my mind. It took me awhile but i finally
remembered my username and password lol. Alittle update :: My
profile says im 20, i am now 30. I have two beautiful kids. Ive
been with an amazing man for 4yrs. I was working as a daycare
teacher for about 10yrs. I did have to quit. and now im in my SAHM
era lol. I went through my old quoted and seen i used to complain
alot, i was really unhappy. And ya know life still hard at time,
but i am where i am and im happy in my life. Hope everyone is doing
swell!♡
Wow, I was quite the writer for an angsty teenager just trying to survive...
I wonder where she went.
one of these days
you'll tell me about your wife,
and how she's become the joy of your entire life.
one of these days you'll tell me about your children,
and that you never knew how you existed before them.
one of these days i'll tell you i never found someone,
and that every time i think of us my heart swallows the sun.
one of these days i'll say my final goodbyes,
and wish i could have loved you for a lifetime.
you'll tell me about your wife,
and how she's become the joy of your entire life.
one of these days you'll tell me about your children,
and that you never knew how you existed before them.
one of these days i'll tell you i never found someone,
and that every time i think of us my heart swallows the sun.
one of these days i'll say my final goodbyes,
and wish i could have loved you for a lifetime.
