jillster12

It's hard to forget someone
who gave you so much to remember �

So who is Jillian? To be honest, even I don't know. I'm out of control, irrational, compulsive, and insecure. It's a tough world out there, and if anyone knows that, it's me. I am a grammar nazi, (so I hear...) so beware for a correction or two at times. I'm a freshman in high school and I am 15 years old. Yes, I am a total nerd who has a passion for the game of basketball, plus a commitment to other sports all year long. Basketball has taught me so much about life and myself, and I owe my sanity to the game. Yes, I cry. No, no one sees it. I have one best friend who I feel I can tell everything to. Speaking of friends, who needs 'em. They will stab you in the back then leave. Tough love? I think so. I've learned throughout the years that the only person you can trust is yourself, no matter who else says they will always be there for you. So if you can't tell, people frustrate me. I have always dreamed of that perfect storybook romance that everyone wants so badly but I'm not stupid enough to believe it will ever happen. So yeah, that's my life in a nutshell. Please, talk to me. I have been through it all and than some. Oh, and by the way, if you're still reading this, i fucking love you<3 Stay strong girl!