Wow.
So you want to kill me,you call me a "raging idiot lunatic", you say things like "we have to learn to except the fact that these people don't have a functioning brain." But that's only the beginning. You just keep going on with comments like "its just that *heave ho* sometimes i feel so uncomfortable *ho heave* and i feel the need to just rip her head off *spazzes uncontrollably*" "that's it.* spazzes and imitates her disturbing noises* he, ho, he, ho. even therapists need to rip people's heads off." "yay! must....chomp...head" "bring out the bulldozer!" "for what? all we need is some thumb tacks to stick in her eyes and watch her face get all contorted cuz theres blood coming out of her eye" "hahaha she'd probably stare at the thumb tack for like fourty minutes straight" "yeah and by that point her eye will just be a shriveled little bean" "hehee". For all the times you talked about not wanting people to talk about you behind your back but to your face, and how you can't stand people who do the same things you're doing now. I'm starting to think you're a coward. But I'm not even going to bother getting back at you. There's no point. I don't want a war. I want a life. But you know what my favorite line of that conversation was? This one. "wtf. i wish i did kill ashlin. how did i mess that up?!" There you go. Credit to you. You should really be careful of what you put on the internet; because it might back fire in your face.
So you want to kill me,you call me a "raging idiot lunatic", you say things like "we have to learn to except the fact that these people don't have a functioning brain." But that's only the beginning. You just keep going on with comments like "its just that *heave ho* sometimes i feel so uncomfortable *ho heave* and i feel the need to just rip her head off *spazzes uncontrollably*" "that's it.* spazzes and imitates her disturbing noises* he, ho, he, ho. even therapists need to rip people's heads off." "yay! must....chomp...head" "bring out the bulldozer!" "for what? all we need is some thumb tacks to stick in her eyes and watch her face get all contorted cuz theres blood coming out of her eye" "hahaha she'd probably stare at the thumb tack for like fourty minutes straight" "yeah and by that point her eye will just be a shriveled little bean" "hehee". For all the times you talked about not wanting people to talk about you behind your back but to your face, and how you can't stand people who do the same things you're doing now. I'm starting to think you're a coward. But I'm not even going to bother getting back at you. There's no point. I don't want a war. I want a life. But you know what my favorite line of that conversation was? This one. "wtf. i wish i did kill ashlin. how did i mess that up?!" There you go. Credit to you. You should really be careful of what you put on the internet; because it might back fire in your face.
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i was mad too, and i said things i shouldn't. i promise you that will never happen again, no matter what happens, ever. it was a stupid thing to do that on the internet and i'm not asking for sympathy and crap like that. i still sit around sometimes thinking about our friendship, because it really wasn't all that bad. the three of us fought sometimes but we eventually worked it out, and this time we just can't. i just want to say that i was flat out being a piece of poop and i don't know what else to say besides i will never do something like that over the internet again.
even if this friendship can't continue, i want you to know that i really don't want to cause a riot. i don't want to do anything stupid like that anymore, and i won't. it was completely idiotic to take out anger on the internet where realistically who knows who can see what. i don't want to be anyones enemy. and honestly? i would never purposely do anything to intentionally hurt you. i really don't want to hate anyone ashlin. so even though we can't be friends again i want you to know that i don't want to have a war with you.
sorry,
elena.
i was blowing off steam.
you told Alec you wanted to have with him basically. I'm sorry but that was a stupid thing to do and the worst part was that you did it on facebook so you KNEW i wouldn't see. I didn't wanna lose you as a friend. You don't think I think this sucks? I've wanted to call you so many times and just work it out but I can't. I can't keep doing this. i know you still haven't forgiven me for going out with Alec and i'm sorry that i can't fix that. but you don't understand what its like to feel this crappy. You don't think i cry? I do. You don't think i miss you? I do. I'm sorry i know that was stupid and bitchy for me to do that...more than bitchy. i was a jackass I'm really really sorry.
Dude, we've got two classes together this year. Let's not have a war. It's not worth it. We can't get back to the way things were but we can't leave them how they are. I deserve to be hit with random objects like tomatoes and pillows and apricots and back packs. Yes, i admit it. I'm so sorry that I did that...I just hadn't yelled...hadn't cursed, hadn't gotten rid of everything. I shouldn't have done it on the internet though. That was stupid. The comments are gonna be deleted, and I hope you forgive me for this one cuz I know it was bad.
We might not be able to be friends again, but let's not be enemies, alright?
Sorry,
Shannon
commment me if you neeeed any
help or something (:
Ex. tomato, pillow, apricot, back pack, etc.
i need to be in the loop aka i need a phone (in process)
if its shannon then i agree with chole
send her to jail the world would be so much safer