I AM<3I am a daughter,sister,grand-daughter,cousin,friend,partner,student,&&'

I AM<3
I am a daughter,
sister,
grand-daughter,
cousin,
friend,
partner,
student,
&&' a young girl.
I am confident, scared, terrified, and excited;
I am loving, caring, thoughtful and hopeful;
I am tired and sick;
I am shy and friendly; careful, and carless;
I am broken and whole;
I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead; But a little scared on the inside;
I am hard working and determined, I wish on stars, and dream my dreams;
I pray to god and cry my tears,
I smile on the outside when I'm dying on the inside;
I listen to others who wont listen to me;
I love you, but I push you away;
I want you, but not so close,
I am everything, but nothing all at once,
and all I want is for you to love me.