Question's I ask myself... #1: Why won't he talk to me?

Question's I ask myself...
#1: Why won't he talk to me?
#2: Why does he think it's awkward to be around me if he's the one that broke up with me?
#3: Does he still care?
#4: Why is he so mean to me anymore?
#5: Why does it hurt to hear his name?
#6: Why are people still asking me about him?
#7: I know what he's going through right now, he told me everything, but why did he break up with me when he needs me now more then ever?
#8: If I say I'm over it... then why do I still talk about him?
#9: Why do I still defend him?
#10: Why can't he look me in the eyes?
#11: He doesn't talk to me anymore, so why do I still care?
#12: What is the real reason he broke up with me?
#13: Will he ever come back?
#14: Why do I still love him if all he is, is a jerk to me?
If I could only read his mind...