My name is Alex. I am not a perfect girl, and yes I cut when

My name is Alex.
I am not a perfect girl, and yes I cut when I was only 12, but I'm way past that.
I like a boy who likes me too,
but I can't even tell anyone because everyone I trust wants him too.
My parents don't usually appreciate me,
They only want me to try harder.
People look at me and judge me because of my looks.
I've had all these problems, but the worst one
is that nobody bothers to see me beneath my outside.
They don't even try to dig deeper,
To how kind I actually am,
And I think that's what hurts the most.

Nobody gets me