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FCKING FCK MY ACTUAL LIFE. I only got a 1990 on my SAT. I wanted

F*CKING F*CK MY ACTUAL LIFE.
I only got a 1990 on my SAT. I wanted at least a 2100 or a 2200.
AND I GOT A F*CKING 610 ON THE MATH PART. That's pathetic!
AND THE MINIMUM MATH SCORE FOR THE SCHOOLS I WANT TO APPLY TO IS A 650.
I don't know my trig grade right now but it's been high to mid-90s all year.
I should've gotten a much higher score. I'm so angry with myself.
All I want to do right now is cry and scream. I want to die.
MY ENTIRE PLAN IS F*CKED. BYE BYE PHARMACY SCHOOL.
And a 680 and a 700 in writing and critical reading?
That could've been a lot higher too. This f*cking sucks.
I'm taking the ACT in two weeks and I'll be able to re-take either the
SAT or the ACT again in September, but still.
As of now, I have absolutely no cusion nor any confidence.
I feel like someone stabbed me in the chest and twisted the knife.
School and my grades are what precede me in every situation.
People know me as "either the salutatorian or valedictorian of the class."
A 1990 overall and a 610 in math is unacceptable for my personal standards.
Pharmacy school has been my goal for years, and now I'm terrified it won't happen.
This is going to haunt me. This is going to tear me to shreds internally.
Everything is f*cking falling apart.

6 Comments

kara008 1 decade ago

Thanks for the support you guys, when I wrote this I was really emotional and upset but now I have calmed down and I realize that I have the opportunity to fix things (hopefully) and my life is, in fact, not over. <3

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cujo* 1 decade ago

A couple of people I know had gotten lower score than that, but they got into medical uni eventually. Your transcript and school performance should fill the gap. If that doesn't happen, I believe you'll ace the next exam.
You will go to pharmacy school. You will, you will, you will. Don't give up hope on something you're passionate for.

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SmileyFacesAreAmazing 1 decade ago

You'll do better next time, because you know what to expect :)
Also, my older sister got a low score on her SAT, and she got into the pharmacy school she wanted to go to! You'll be fine :)

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YouthInRetrospect 1 decade ago

If you're doing it again, you'll definitely do better this time because you'll know pretty much what to expect. :)

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Babbie 1 decade ago

Awh, hunny, i have felt like you have before but you dont have to worry. my sis was in the same position and didnt know whether she'd get to uni. all she did was work and calm herself before proceeding, she set the Keele Prospectus infront of her everythime she revised so she could litrelly see her future and that pushed her on.
Dont give up
Stay Strong.
Everything will come through
love
babbie
xoxoxo

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