Things just aren't clear anymore, but I dont truly care Blurred

Things just aren't clear anymore,
but I dont truly care
Blurred is my vision,
bettering all things here
Darkness now becomes
my everchanging flow
And I just love to drift off
to my body's llullabylic float
Eyelids grow heavy
and sleep it moves close
As spirit leaves body
and all feelings comatose
Moving on to the place
that did me the unbind
However my body does
seem_to get left behind
This place im at,
a presence be
and I  know im not Alone.
I can feel it settling, nesting deep
setting in my bones.
I was drawn here
and called here
from an opiate induced sleep
all around i feel the constanstant
creep, Creep, CREEP
depressive states come and go
so ill enjoy it it while it lasts
it soon enough, as all things shall,
will be a thing of the past