Honestly your right the poem does kind of suck
BUT
I'm really really sorry that had to happen to you & one day i know you'll find a guy that likes you for you & actually means it when he says he loves you. Until that point enjoy the single life & I'm sure you'll find someone for you.
& even though I said the poem was bad I feel bad for what happened to you so I'll favorite.
I think you should dress how you want to dress. Don't dress girly just to impress people. Dress girly because YOU want to. If they are truly your friends they shouldn't drift away just because you changed your style they should accept you.
Hope this helps, good luck. :)
BUT
I'm really really sorry that had to happen to you & one day i know you'll find a guy that likes you for you & actually means it when he says he loves you. Until that point enjoy the single life & I'm sure you'll find someone for you.
& even though I said the poem was bad I feel bad for what happened to you so I'll favorite.
Hope this helps, good luck. :)