dontwannagrowup

my mom is treating me like crap. on fathers day. when she knows i already feel like crap. because i dont have a father.

one time we were playing jeopardy in class and we were asked what the author of a book was and i turned around to talk to my team and glanced at the book on the desk behind me with no intention to even answer the question and it just so happened to be that book and i was literally viciously attacked by my classmates saying im a cheater and a liar and all these things and none of them know that what they did almost pushed me over the edge. so congrats to you people for basically almost killing me for 100 points in a game of jeopardy that wouldnt have even mattered in 5 minutes.

someone always finds a way to make me feel bad about myself

I'd rather just be dead

witty is the only place where i wont get judged

i wish i could just overcome depression for good

yup well im gonna go lay in bed and cry until i fall asleep good night

you don't actually care you're just nosy.

that moment when you're repeatedly telling yourself "don't cry, don't cry, don't cry" and the first tear slips

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