iAlana

~Today~

I walked up the steps at a normal pase so Lex wouldn't think I was okay. Even if I was so far from the thought of okay. The laughter and slashing from the bathroom lift my spirts some, but the pain seaping out from my heart made it hard for anything besides the thought of him like a foggy day.

I slowly opened the door to find Mason towle drying Hadley's blonde curls. She was just perfect, I never thought I would find someone more perfect than Chance but since she was born she has proven me wrong. She was the perfect mix of us, my curls but they were blonde like Chance, she had his eyes but my nose, and big cheeks which nither one of us had. She turned in her little puppy dog towle and smiled at me.

"Mommy!"

She ran to me on those cute little 3 year old legs her little body jumping in my arms. I know I hugged her to tight but I couldn't help it, she was the last thing of his I had. Chance was the perfect daddy, she adored him with everything she had. "Momma you hurtin' me." She softly spoke into my ear. I losened my enbrace on her and looked into those eyes, his eyes.

"What 'ong?" She asked touching her hand to my cheek. I placed my hand on her tiny one.

"Nothing baby, lets get you dressed." I nodded at Mason and carried my baby to her room.

How on earth was I going to tell her? I sat her bed and went to her closet. "I want pink!" She giggled I grabed her favorite little outfit, a pink tutu, tights and a white shirt with."Daddy's little solider".

I clenched my eyes closed. Trying so hard not to let Hadley see me cry. "Lex!" I croked. She and Alexcia ran up the steps. I ran to my room, knowing Lex and Alexcia would take care of her, and locked the door. I fell to my knees. Not wanting anything else besides him. I guess karma found me. Why Chance! Why couldn't have been someone else! Anyone!

We shall always be together my beautiful love. Like we both said the day we got married, forever and always. The words he once spoke coming back to haunt me. I clenched my chest the pain growning so much. I crawed into bed, trying to think of the time I was happiest.

The week we brung her home.

"So what's actually going on?" asked Abby.
Katia sat up wipeing the sweat off of her face, looking tired
"First off, I am sorry. For ruining your party. I,"
she paused as if ashamed
"I can't dance!"
she half shouted it, she looked down and sighed
"There you go, I can't dance."
Abbys smiled an evil little smile.
"Oh honey we know you cant dance"
"Stop, Abby! That isn't nice!"
I said in a near shout.
"I know can't dance! But you shouldn't tell me!" Katia laughed.
Abby got right next to Katias face
"Ssssshhhh, your sleeping!"
She pushed Katia's head into her pillow with a small laugh.

Chads P.O.V

"Do you think Katia's going to be alright?" I asked the boys my voice evadent with worry.
"Well,on the bright side Abby danced... really nicely."
Liam said with a playful little smile across his face.
Louis gave him a look and pointed a finger at him,
"Touch her you die."
Abby and Lou? Or is it Liam and Abby?
I tossed around in my mind ending with having not a clue.
"I think we should call to check up on them."
Said Niall looking off into the distance with blank stare.
"You just wanna talk to that other K girl."
Zayn said looking up from his phone.
"Its Kiara!" Niall said in defendsive tone.
Everyone busted into a smile.
"I rest my case."
Zayn said once again looking up from his phone with a smile then Niall realized what he just proved and blushed a dark crimson
I grabed the phone handing it to Niall, with a smile.
"Go get her mate."
Niall waited for a second before taking it out of my hand.
He then dailed Abbys number sence it was the only number for them right now.
We all hushed and waited for an answer on the other line.
"Hello?" Answered a cheerful american voice.
"Hi," Niall said awkwardly he hadn't planned what he was going to say. Luckily.
Abby saved him.
"Hi Niall, I was just about to call you, Katia's feeling better would you like to come over?"
"Yes!" Niall half shouted "Sure." he covered sounding casual.
"See you in a few minutes." Niall said hanging up.
He pumped his fist in the air triumphantly.
I took the phone from him smileing
"Well that was real nice, you don't just shout it at her. YES."
I said mimicking Niall's voice in a high pitched tone, pumping my fist in the air.
We all headed back to our cars driving back to the hotel where the girls would be staying for a while.
I really really like Katia.
Maybe I could ask her out tonight..
I tossed the thought in my mind as I drove.